I'm ALWAYS loved , yeahs ;DDd

2010-12-20T20:35:00.003+08:00

Yeah , did you ever know how much i missed you ?

From th day you said , " Selle forget me . "

Tht wasn't wht i was hoping to hear .

& i replied , " I alrdy did . "

Did you know how much it hurts to actually lie like tht ?

Esp to you .

You were a great friend .

I didn't expect me to lose you .

Its hurts real bad . :/

SLKY , you're officially a jerk to me .

A jerk i'm still missing .

A jerk i still think of .

A jerk i'll always have in my dreams .

I just kept those memories ,

but no longer will i contact you anymore .

This is a real goodbye .

2010-12-19T23:30:00.006+08:00

Imissyou , when will we talk again ? D:

I really miss you .

2010-12-18T16:52:00.002+08:00

I gave my heart to you ,

you just crushed it .

I’d catch a grenade for ya .

Throw my hand on a blade for ya .

I’d jump in front of a train for ya .

You know I'd do anything for ya .

I would go through all this pain ,

Take a bullet straight through my brain ,

Yes, I would die for ya baby

; But you won't do the same .

I'll do anyt .

Baby , why ?..

Haiszxc , i think i should get over it .

Thaanks Kevin ,

i know you're cheering me on .

You're a great friend i can't deny but its over .

Jk , you didn't last . :/

2010-12-13T13:06:00.003+08:00

I've really change lots . Hmmm , so weird .

Looking back at my primary school picture . Woahh .

But i'm glad i changed . (:

Everything's different .

New & great friends ,

New pet ,

New everything .

People change so much .

But i'm glad i did . (:

With loves ,

Selle .

2010-12-12T10:00:00.004+08:00

I found out one of th deepest pain ytd ,

Started to talk to someone i use to be very close too .

& everyt came back .

I was glad but it hurt real bad .

& before tht ,

i was hurt by someone even further .

Idw to elaborate .

Screwed up --'

I'm just a fifteen y-o wondering why is there such thing as love .

& why is my life so screwed up by my love ones .

Haiszxc , FML .

2010-12-07T16:12:00.003+08:00

Ignite th light , & let it shine .

This is me ,

yeah . Changed blogskin .

Uhh , hmm .

My life now is ,

Church , Rabbit , Phone , Rabbit , More Phone , More Rabbit .

Phone with , Cheryl , Sher , Boon , Ryan , Jinyang .

No life ttm .

But idc . My rabbit`s awesome .

2010-12-03T00:16:00.004+08:00

today went to muso prac , fun ttm .

Hmmm , talked lots to lijie & sharmaine .

Yeah , & met jy in mrt to train home together .

Kinda a boring life .

I starting to like th song G6 .

Okayzxc , this is dumb .

Tomorrow need meet tevan then go lakeside for cellgroup . :B

Done .

Byezxc .

2010-12-01T15:51:00.009+08:00

When people gets lazy ,
we avoid updating our blog & fall back to sleep .

But now when we remember ,
we update . (:

I always fall in love when i'm lonely & i have no idea why . Hahzxc .

Yeah , agree with this .

Hmmm , did nothing much .
& i'm like turning into a vampire alrdy !
I never go out uhh only for church stuffs .

I think i'm rotting at home alrdy .

I'm getting rusty ! D:
Shall oil myself soon after i get my allowance . (:

Oh yeah ,
took lots of pictures with cameriod kinda cool .

Okay aye . Lazy update th rest .

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-11-10T12:22:00.004+08:00

Updates . (:

I'm bored ,

i talk on th phone more often now .

& i have just decided to ,

take out all my clothes to see .

& after tht decide to go shopping .

Hahzxc ,

too bored alrdy . (:

2010-11-06T01:28:00.003+08:00

Hmmm ,

i think i've decided clearly to let go two of my most dearest friend .

To Sister number 1 :

We've been really close friends since sec 1 .

When i first came to th school i was a nerd ,

I didn't even know wht a condom was ,

but this pass three years ,

we've had our arguements , cold wars & of course , laughters .

We also shared our problems together ,

No one , can ever replace you .

No one has a even more special place in my heart then you .

I know i'll regret this decision someday .

But this decision will bring you laughter in th future .

& I'm reading th book you wrote to me for my birthday during 2009 .

You finished it on 21st sep just before my birthday .

I was really touched ,

i tear-ed everytime i read it .

Because ,

it was your personal diary ,

& whenever i read it ,

it felt like you were always there .

Cheering me on ,

lifting me up .

But now when i read it ,

th tears just meant tht ,

i'll never be able to see you there anymore .

Th memories will always be just memories .

I know letting go of such a good friend is a dumb thing .

& normally after every arguement & fights we will be closer .

But even though we didn't argue this time ,

just th thought of me bringing an arguement between you & tht guy ,

i just ..

Didn't want it to happen again & again .

I just hope you'll tell him tht ,

i will & promise tht i'll stay away from you .

I won't harm you both no more .

Sorry .

To Sister number 2 :

I've always argued with you since sec 1 ,

i know i've hated you like forever & i thought i would .

But in th end ,

you became closer to me each second ,

you eventually became an important part of my life .

I even enjoyed every single moment & second spent with you .

It became a memory ,

tht was tattoo-ed in my mind & my heart .

I just can't forget .

But i think after this incident ,

i can only think of them ,

i can never multiply those memories anymore .

I will always remember ,

i always disturbed you in class but my sisterly love will still increase every moment .

& we always disturb Miss Lee & Miss Loy together .

& we randomly could text across th classroom when you're so close me .

But now ,

no matter how close ,

no matter how i wish you were here ,

no matter how much i want you to pat my shoulder telling me ,

" you've always got me " ,

will never happen again .

Because i broke your heart ,

because i was dumb to keep stabbing your heart time and time again .

But everytime ,

when i stab your heart .

I felt like mine was slowly being torn apart .

I hate this silly arguements ,

yes , you always said arguements make friends closer .

But like i've said ,

this arguement brought us to an ending .

I will never forget this feeling of having to let go of such a dear friend like you .

I will keep my distance ,

goodbye , sorry , thank you .

I just want them to be happy .

Other then tht , nothing else .

Just because of one guy ,

everything started .

Because of tht one guy ,

my friend's heart broke .

Because of tht one guy ,

i've lost two of my bestest friends .

I hate tht guy ,

really .

Like ttm .

But i'm done with this friendship & relationship mix up .

I'll be th first to give in ,

i'll give up .

I'm tired of him talking behind my back just because he is depressed .

I'm tired of arguing & worrying about losing both of this sisters .

I will never forget those times we smiled ,

th times we cried ,

th times we argued .

I will not go back to tht church ,

Since we're all from different class lets just not contact and stay away from each other .

Bye .

2010-11-02T20:25:00.002+08:00

I miss you , hmm .

Finally updating my blog .

Kinda lazy .

& i'm glad and not use to not having spammed messages through my phone .

Haiszxc ,

Miss th old times .

Th old you ,

Th old me ,

But i think i'll get over it soon . ^^

There's nothing left to say alrdy .

2010-10-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

Hmmm , argued with someone . /:

Got me real upset & eventually cried in th car on th way to spca .

So ,

i've been used .

i've been cheated .

i've been accused .

i've been lied to .

Hmph , i'm so gullible .

i really don't want to trust anyone no more .

I don't even care if i go berserk ,

or if i'm all alone .

" Sometimes being alone is a good thing , as no one can hurt you . "

Th first thought tht came to my mind was ,

Who likes to be alone ? Hurt than hurt luhh , i still got my friends .

Now ,

Alone is officially th best . ^^

I just want to be alone ,

i just need music with me .

Music is my friend , guitar is my lover .

Thts all .

i hope my mood , doesn't affect my rabbit .

Hmm ,

normally i'll pour out my troubles to my friends ,

its a usual thing .

Now ,

idk why .

But i'm keeping it to myself .

Is it a good thing ?

Hahzxc ,

i sound so emo .

Guess , i really won't trust anyone le . ^^

2010-10-04T20:48:00.003+08:00

Ever encounter something ?

You settle problem with this guy ,
& after everything is settled ,
he wants to be your friend and thinks you're cute ?

Wtf . -'-

Its good to make new friends ,
but when he/she thinks you're cute its so creepy .

Rahhhhhh .

So now ,
i'm friends with him ,
& texting him ?

Hmmm , weird . Yes , very weird . -'-

But he is sleeping ,
& i kept asking myself why i know so much .

-'- , -'- , -'-
My life fcuked up ?

Hmmm ,
went to find A ,
made him apologise .
After A & his friends left ,

i received a call scolding th fcuk out of me .

Then i chased after A and friends ,
and made them apologise .

So is ,
sua than another one come out .

Yeah ,
after everything is done .

He said ,
" For a girl you were very daring . "

I replied ,
" Ohh . "

Seriously dk wht to reply .

Hmm ,
now hoping for everything to be back to normal ? O.O

Seriously freaked out siols .

Hmmm , jingying uhh .
I where got fierce , i so guai ^^

& yeah ,
nowadays kept going out with chloe they all .
Fun die .

But now , having terrible flu siols .
Cough , sneeze , watery eyes .

Sad die me ! D:

Oh yeah ,
Cheryl said .

Who says English is easy ?
Fill this up with yes/no . ____, I love you .

LALALALALALA~

Cute ah . (:

Now text , A , B & C .
Cute siols their name starts like tht .

Okay nahh ,
done crapping . Head hurts .
So byeeeee !

Mine , 041010 . (:

2010-10-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone out there <: , Guess who am i :D
hoho , not telling :P , helping this Giselle <3 , to update her blog , She's playing her guitar now , <: . I owe her 3 greentea :) . Giselle Toh Hui Ling <3 how i wish i am with you right now to lend you my shoulders to lie down on ! she seems very emo now :( . Cheer up i am here with you . Giselle Toh Hui Ling Iloveyou <3

2010-09-26T19:11:00.002+08:00

Level 1

(X) Smoked A Cigarette

( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2

(X) Am / Been In Love

( ) Been Dumped

(X) Shoplifted

( ) Been Fired

(X) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 3

(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person

(X) Skipped School

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 8

Level 4

(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends

( ) Been To Paris

( ) Been To Spain

(X) Been On A Plane

( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 10

Level 5

(X) Eaten Sushi

(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook

( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 12

Level 6

(X) Been In An Abusive Relationship

( ) Taken Pain Killers

(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have

(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By

( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 15

Level 7

( ) Had A Tea Party

(X) Flown A Kite

(X) Built A Sand Castle

(X) Gone mudding

(X) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 19

Level 8

( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

( ) Gone Sledging

(X) Cheated While Playing A Game

(X) Been Lonely

(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 22

Level 9

(X) Watched The Sun Set

(X) Felt An Earthquake

( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR:24

Level 10

(X) Been Tickled

(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized

( ) Been Cheated on

(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 27

Level 11

(X) Won A Contest

( ) Been Suspended From School

(X) Had Detention

( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 29

Level 12

( ) Had / Have Braces

( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 29

Level 13

(X) Hated The Way You Look

(X) Witnessed A Crime

( ) Pole Danced

(X) Questioned Your Heart

(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 33

Level 14

(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

(X) Been Lost

( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World

(X) Swam In The Ocean

(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 37

Level 15

(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep!

(X) Played Cops And Robbers

(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

(X) Sang Karaoke

( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 41

Level 16

(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't

(X) Made a Prank Phone Call

(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose

( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 44

Level 17

( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus

(X) Watched The Sun Set/ Sun Rise With Someone You Care/Cared About

(X) Blown Bubbles

( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 46

Level 18

( ) Crashed A Party

(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading

(X) Had A Wish Come True

( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR:49

Level 19

( ) Worn Pearls

(X ) Jumped Off A Bridge

(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them

( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 51

Level 20

(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube

( ) Kissed A Fish

(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes

(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 54

Level 21

(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel

(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours

(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 59

Level 22

( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree

(X) Climbed A Tree

(X) Had/Been In A Tree House.

(X) Been Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 62

Level 23

(X) Believed In Ghosts *Holy Ghost :)"

( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes

( ) Gone Streaking

(X ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 64

Level 24

(X) Played Chicken

(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on

(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger

(X) Broken A Bone

(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 69

Level 25

(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later

( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one

(X) Caught A Butterfly

(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried

(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 73

Level 26

( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone

( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You

(X) Cheated On A Test

(X) Forgotten Someone's Name

(X) French Braided Someones Hair

( ) Gone Skinny Dipping

( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

(X) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 77

Level 27

(X) Rode On A Roller Coaster

( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling.

( ) Had A Cavity

( ) Black-Mailed Someone

( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 78

Level 28

(X) Been Used

(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs

( ) Licked A Cat

(X) Bitten Someone

(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 82

Level 29

( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint

( ) Had sex in the rain

( ) Flattened someones tires

( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on

( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total , 82 !

I've done 82 out of 132 stupid things . (:

Lols , i just found out , i did quite lot of stuffs .

Second Test ,

[x] Gotten detention.

[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class.

[x]Gotten caught cheating in a test

Total: 3

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.

[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times

[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late

[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.

[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total: 7

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.

[x]Texted people during class.

[x]Passed notes.

[x]Threw stuff across the room.

[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 12

[ ] Pulled Down The Fire Alarm.

[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.

[x] Took Pictures during school hours.

[x] Called someone during School hours.

[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc... During class.

Total : 16

[x] Threw something at the teacher

[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.

[x] Broke the dress code.

[x] Failed a class test.

[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 21

[x] Gotten a call from school.

[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.

[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.

[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.

[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.

Total : 25

[x]Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

[x] Faked your parents signature

[x]Slept in class.

[x] Cursed at a teacher to their face

[x]Copied homework

Total: 30

MULTIPLY BY THREE = 30 x 3

= 90%

I screwed up 90% of my teenage life . LOL .

Wtf ?!

2010-09-26T19:07:00.004+08:00

25 , o9 .

Fun ttm ,
went to orchard ,
& then went to bugis to C-sha ,
went to bedok to charge phone ,
went to ecp .
Reach home at 1 plus ,
slept at 3plus .

Wahah .
Thanks chloe . (:

Fun day ,
Thanks , Chloe , K , G , G , R . (:

Apple & Orange flavour ftw ! (:

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-09-22T19:33:00.005+08:00

Today's my birthday . (:

Thanks , JingYing , Huiwen , Jacy , Charmaine & Isabelle .

For th wonderful celebration .

This is wht they did ,
Jingying distracted me .

Then after tht they all came .

They started spraying foam at me ,
then we ate th cake & played with th cake ,
after tht i went to buy water for them to drink and wash up .

In th end ,
i got poured until my whole uniform can see through .

& when i sent Jacy & isabelle off ,
people who saw me laughed like mad .

I felt so crazyzxczxc .

But thanks many many . (:

Oh yeah ,
MANY THANKS TO ,
Jingying ;
Shin Hyun Sung ;
Denise Chocolate Lips ;
Xiao Chun ;
Lee Dai Yi ;
Lexasaurous Lovestoeat ;
Felicia Low ;
Audrey Ng ;
Xinying Lim Sarah ;
Hansel ;
Eu Man ;
Jonathan Heng ;
Ervina ;
Joseph cursedieyou ;
Ahhwing everydaynodogsleep ;
Francis ;
Little missy ;
Vivian loh ;
Yana ;
Aruma Vin ;
Andrew Puay ;
Joey Wong ;
Shao Xiang ;
Carinna ;
Lucas ;
Edwin SDK ;
Genevieve ;
Joshua Loh ;
Benjamin Haha ;
Quebec ;
Kok Soon ;
Darius ;
Junyan ;
Felix Ng ;
Clarise ;
Daphne ;
Minmin ;
Bessie Tan ;
Qimin ;
Kevin Ng ;
Nelson ;
Jasmine Gan ;
Stanley ;
Kesdeer ;
Galvin ;
Lebelle ;
Sean Low ;
Sharky Valvan ;
Jessica Gan ;
Darren Zoomz ;
Matthew ;
Ashley Pek ;
Huisian ;
Valerie Toh ;
Doris Goh ;
Miss Emma ;
Yiyang Peewee ;
Sya sya ;
Kenneth ;
Daiwen ;
Tammie ;
Huiwen ;
Charmaine ;
Isabelle ;
Jacy ;
Joel Yeo ;
Nicole Lee ;
Jungwei ;
Huai Min ;
RongMing ;

Thanks for th well wishes in fb , real life . (:
Thanks for th hugs , they warm & loving just like all of you .
Love y'all .

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-09-20T23:05:00.006+08:00

Love th presents from W524 & my family .

Love die them !

Oh yeah ,
Some over-dued pictures .

You're amazing just th way you are .
When you smile , th whole world stops & stares for awhile . (:

Went to bbcourt today ,
slacked awhile . Went home sleep cause sick . Rahh .

After tht got presents and cake from family .
Happy , (:

Thankew .

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-09-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

Yawnzxc ,
Dedication to someone ! (:

To , Benjamin Wong Jun Lun !
Known as , Selle's ah hai & brother forever . (:

You still owe me 3 long messages !
Idc , better write asap !
& i hope your girlf won't jealous after reading . ;x
(Cause me & ben nothing one . Brothers only .)

Hmm ,
Yeah ,
after you found her ,
we've drifted .

I know you dw ,
neither do i .

But we should let nature take its course right ?
Thanks for th pass month .
You made me very happy .
& now i've got to learn to live without hearing your voice everyday .

Its hard but i will get use to it .
Ah hai will always be my brother .

Remember ,
i'll always be here .

You cry i cry ,
You laugh i laugh ,
you smile i smile ,
you angry i angry .

Brothers pa buay toh . (:

So don't worry alright ?
I will do my very best to keep this brothers together ,
i hope you do too , (:

When you told me th truth ,
indeed i was sad ,
until now i still am .

But i never want you to hate yourself .
Everytime you say ,
i hate myself ,
我看不过去。
因为不是你的错。
Its my fault to begin with .

I don't spend time with you ,
I take out my anger on you ,
Simply ,
don't cherish you .

I apologise .
对不起。

You've been a great brother ,
you never left me alone ,
you were always there .

Even now ,
you're still here .
谢谢。

You're one of those who i've kept very long ,
& still close too .

I remember th night you told me ,
was th night i wanted to tell you something .

But its kinda late .
So now its time for blessing ! (:

To see you happy ,
is to see me happy .

Better not bully her ,
or not i will never forgive you !

& if you're ever upset ,
this brother still here for you one .

Can call/text anytime .
So yeahh ,
don't worry alrdy okay ?

Everything's going to be fine .
Our friendship will never end alright ?

Keep smiling ! (:
& i'll dedicate a song to you for sure . (:

With loves ,
Selle . (LovestoBooms family)

2010-09-18T23:39:00.005+08:00

Today went to jy's church .
They gave me a watch and tights for my birthday present .

Thanks W524 . (:

Here are some pictures ! xD

Love die my laogong !
Baby , don't sad le ahh .

I'm here ! xD

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-09-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

Weird people do weird things .

Just like meeeeee .

Did a recording today .
Shall post here .

Yawnzxc , voice sucks .
Char & Jy 's piano plus drums rock . (:

Bored die .

Today went jamming ,
after tht jiu yahhh .

Go slack slack ,
then go home .

Reach home not long ago .

Yawnzxc .

Ah hai ,
no matter wht .
I'm still your best friend alright ? (:

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-09-16T23:18:00.005+08:00

Bored die .

Trying to listen to Korea songs ,
but it still doesn't appeal to me . x-x

Other than one song ,
2NE1 - Go Away .

So boredddd ttm .

Nowadays school kumpua boring .
Fcuk school manzxc .

See , Primary 4 picture .
Compare Compare with now de .

Compare please . Change so much . <:

Bored dieeeeeeee .

I now keep comparing my pictures leys .
Like bohh liao only .

Hahzxc .

But i want to thank D _ _ _ _ ,
for breaking my heart so much tht i determine to change myself until like tht .

Thanks .

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-09-15T22:58:00.003+08:00

Bored die me ,
seriously no mood to blog .

Nowadays ,
very shag .

I never fail to feel shag de .

Why , my lifes upside down .

Haiszxc ,
Idw to feel shag no more .

It seems like everythings meaningless .

Haiszxc ,
this just ain't me no more .

I need th old me back .

Argh , i suck .

Thanks kenneth for cheering me up .
Ah di take care too yeahh .

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-09-08T15:47:00.001+08:00

Bored die , listening to youtube mega stars songs .
Love die them .

2010-09-02T16:00:00.002+08:00

Changed th lyrics ,
for " How I Wish . "
Composed , by Giselle .

Verse 1 ;
Think about you every night .
Received a call from you , 5 minutes ago .
You told me tht you didn't care , no more .

Verse 2 ;
You can't blame me ,
it's not my fault .
You took my heart ,
and let me go . (hmmm ..)

Bridge ;
I've loved you so deep ,
tht i am broken . (mmm ..)
I hate to stop ,
but it is time to leave you . (mmm ..)

Chorus ;
How I wish , tht you cared .
How I wish , i didn't cry .
How I wish , it wouldn't hurt no more .

Halfway done . (:

Yawnzxc ,
maid went back le .
Cry die me .

After she sat th cab and left ,
my heartache & burst out into tears walking towards th mini mart .

>:

I miss her nehhhhhhhhhhhhh .

Cry die ..

Haiszxc ,
shall finish writing my song .

2010-08-31T21:48:00.005+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn ,

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts .
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry ,
But that's alright because I love the way you lie .

Yay , happy . I wrote a song .

Is dedicated to someone damn bastard , but its half done . :X

Heres th lyrics ,

I've only loved you , till last night .
Received a call , from you .
You told me tht you didn't care no more .

You can't blame me ,
its not my fault .
You took my heart ,
and let me go .
I've loved you so deep tht ,
i am broken ..

How i wish , tht you cared .
How i wish , i didn't cry .
How i wish , it wouldn't no more .

OKAY , not done yet .

STUPID SIOLS SERIOUSLY .
I think i'm better editing people song's th lyrics .

Wahah . <:
Kayzxc nahh .

Today went back primary school ,
see until Curly .
He didn't change much but he become not anti social alrdy !
Good good .
Still want pass flu to me , kick him ahh !

Oh yah , saw my ex crush . Txx .
Seriously OMGAWDDD .
He see me also chua sai .
Damn funneh . <:
Saw coach , then she keep want kick me >:

She ask me 11 september go back help for volleyball ,
sure i don't mind . <: Kayzxc , done crapping . I had fun thts all .

Short story before ending .

2 secondary school girls were at tampines 1 manpuku .

Selle says : Aye , i know tht guy's name . Its yan xiang .
Char says : Huh ?! GOT SUCH NAME MEHH ?
Selle says : WHY don't have ?! Yan Xiang wht .

- Char starts to laugh -

Selle asks : Why you keep laugh ? Very funny mehh ? O_O
Char says : I thought you say his name D&T .
Selle says : HUH ? Got link meh ?! You siao .
Char says : Yan , D-N ( dian ) .
Selle says : Seriously la -.- , you damn ohhmygawdddd . -'-

Kayzxc , done .

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-08-28T18:13:00.003+08:00

Yawnzxc , RAHHHH !

Hate saturdays . >:
A lot of people will start jio-ing you out when your very lazy , happily using your com .

Zzz .
Idw go out siols . >:

I lazy . x_x

Rawrrrrrrrrrrr .

Sua ,
later go find sean bahhhzxc .

Sorry bearbear , wenjun , benedict & dx .
Never go find you all still pangsehh .

Sorry . >:

I'm so mega ultra sorry . >:

Over-due picture .
Lols , bored ttm .

Shall wait for sean's movie to end . <:

Yawnzxc ,
just received a call from wenjun .
Sianzxc ,

my heart broke into pieces .
Not in th mood for anyt anymore .

Zzz .

2010-08-28T02:03:00.005+08:00

Blog kinda dead x.x

Sorry uhh ,
i afew days never on com lazy post .

My lollipop prepaid low can't text .
Sadddddddddddddddddddddd . >:

Yawnzxc ,
today daddy birthday's .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

Oh yah ,
today facebook-ed in school , during miss lee's lesson .
Weeeeeeeeeee . <:

After tht chiong home ,
prepared .

Went out to sakura with daddy & jie ,
after tht go ah ma's house . <:

Hmmm , then reach home .

Talk on phone ,
Sms (Standard) ,
facebook ,
listen song . <:

Cam-whored lots today . <:

Yawnzxc , ugly .

Now on phone with DX , loves .
I can't go for supper , sorry .

Ohyah ,
last few days ,
i went to find charmaine .

& i was with my gan laogong .
Then we in cab .

Char called me ;
th conversation goes like this .

Char ; Where are you ?
Selle ; In cab .

(1sec later )

Char ; Where la ?
Selle ; Near Tampines Mall here .

(1sec later )

Char ; Where are you ?!
Selle ; Near Tamp Mall here !

(1sec later )

Char ; WHY SO SLOW ?!
Selle ; ASK TH TRAFFIC LAH .

(1sec later )

Char ; Where are you .
Selle ; (ZZZ) , Still here lahh ! Th traffice red light .

(1sec later )

Char ; Where are you ?!
Selle ; ------TOOTTOOT--------

Kayzxc , done .

2010-08-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

My heart hurts ,

Tired of having to love ,
tired of all th troubles .

I want to scream everything out ,
I want to cut all my troubles away .

Seriously uhh ,
normally pain awhile jiu gone le .
But now this heartache stay for very long leys . D:

Why like tht de ?

Sianzxc ,
my heart pain head hurts .

Haiszxc ,
tired of th pain luhh .
Seriously .
Dk i say like how many time alrdy uhhh .

I just want to cry uhh ,
thts all i can do .

I seriously want die ttm . >:
Not worth it no more ,
its just not worth it anymore !

Arghhhhhhhhhhhh . >:

To B :
Go be with her uhh ,
you'll be happier .
Idw to care alrdy ^^ .

Very tiring ,
very pain .

Idw to suffer more pain le .
I'm tired .
At a age of fifteen i could get so tired .
Pro ttm .

Sua , tired .
Seriously , byeee .

Tired of loving ,
i seriously not going to care no more .

With loves ,
Selle .

<:

2010-08-14T02:21:00.004+08:00

Now , 2.23am .
On th phone with Edwin ; Bastard .

Boreddd ttm . <:

He keep bitch me ,
i bastard him back .

Weee , fun .

Now Edwin telling me story .
Nice nice ,
always talk on phone get to hear his stories .

So niceeeee ,
enjoying his stories . ^~^

My bastard always .

Hmmm , i've changed .
Bad to worst .
Haiszxc . >:

I want to go back to my usual self . ><

With loves ,
Selle .

2010-08-05T00:20:00.008+08:00

baby ,
are th words i don't call you but you always meant tht to me .
iloveyou ,
are those words tht i don't mention but meant with every word said to you .
you're forever mine ,
will always be th word tht goes through my mind .
baby , iloveyou & you're forever mine .

Hmmm ,
today after th worst day of schools EVER .
Went to th canteen with Dorcas to wait for Huei Jun & Jodi .
After tht , walked to Huei Jun's house and went to tamp one .

Walked around finding shoes for Dorcas .
Couldn't find any ,
then went to mac ,
after tht cabbed home ,
& had a volleyball and guitar session with Dorcas ,
fun ttm .

& thanks for pei-ing me .

After tht went home to bathe , camwhore-d , then go potong pasir .

Slack-ed with Tevan ,
then cabbed to tamp at 9 plus ,
slacked with CHARMAINE .

Then went home .

Pictures pictures ,

Kayzxc , ugly ttm .

With loves ,
Selle ; tmdnainai .

2010-08-01T23:54:00.001+08:00

Zzz .
You kp my friend ,
poh my name for wht ?

If you're reading this ,
poh time .
We tomorrow before you go OBS talk .

Don't humji and backout ,
thanks . <:

2010-07-30T23:56:00.003+08:00

you just broke it into pieces ,
now its missing .

You took th key to my heart and never gave it back .

Talking on msn with Airen & Dx ,
Love love ,
love die them . <:

Sorry jacy ,
pangsehh you today .
Sorrrrrrrrrrry ,

Airen .
Cheer up leys ,
i'm here . <:

Hey ,
iloveyou .

With loves ,
Selle ; lovelle esperenza .

2010-07-29T20:59:00.002+08:00

drew this for jacy . <:

Yawnzxc ,
bored ttm . >:

Now on phone with jacy .

Today threw one bubbletea at jacy th whole oreo splash on her .

><
Sorry !

Then push her off th chair ,
then she fall down .

FUNNY SIOLS ,
then she slapp me two time . ><

to S ;
i'm sorry i can't give you th chance .
I'm not willing to get hurt anymore ,
you may promise tht you won't hurt me .
But in th end th one hurting me will be you .
You may say this relationship will be different ,
but no matter wht ,
guys are guys .

I'm not saying all guys are bad ,
just tht now other then my guy friends i really can't trust any other guys .

I'm just protecting my heart ,
i hope you won't be disheartened or wht .

I know now ,
tht my guy friends and those friends tht have always been there ,
are those tht will last th longest .
Not boyf .

So please ,
be my friend okay ?

to HW ;
BABBBBBBEEEEEEEzxc ,
wht happened ?
Today so sad ,
don't sad aye .
You know i'm here right ?

I promised ,
you may say promises are meant to be broken .

But i know for sure this promise will never ever be broken .
Trust me okay ?

i really wish to see you smile ,
you today so shag plus dw to say your problem ,
is like pushing me away . >:

Girlllllllll ahhhhhhh ,
anyt can tell me de .
My shoulder and ear for you alright ? (:

Remember , no matter how shag i am ,
i will help you and be there for you kayzxc ? (:

to DX ;
Don't be upset over her anymore ,
is it at all worth it ?
No right ? D:

I've been through wht you have been through ,
even worst .

Of everybody else ,
idw you to feel upset over this kind of thing .

If she wants to hong you ,
don't care .
Pretend shes not there ,
and she can just fcuk her life upside down .
& its still not your problem .

Cause now her problem is her problem ,
we shall not interfere ,
she can hong gan .

If she still text you or call you to apologise for wht she have done ,
call me , alrights ?
I'm here means i'm here .

She apologise ,
i'll make her regret for doing those things to you .
Don't worry okay ?

^~^

Kayzxc ,
done crapping .

With loves ,
Selle lovelle esperenza . <:
3.37pm ; 29/07

<:

2010-07-27T21:59:00.003+08:00

Went out with huiwen , jacy after school .

Met labelle and kammy .
After tht charmaine came to manpuku and we spammed hitting each other .

After tht go pasir ris park ,
then go slack with raf .

After tht i solo go find K ,
he hug hug me . Lols .
Dots dots dots .
Its warm , but we're still friends right ? (:

Yawnzxc ,
chatting with jacy , (dog) on th phone .
& wenjun & zongxian on fb chat .

Machaim singing song and jacy randoming changing song lyrics . Wtf ._.

Nowdays eat dinner stomache like disease .
Wtf x_x ,
Jacy keep ask me see doctor .
Wtf .. x_x

Kayzxc ,
i shall go spam jacy songs too .

With loves ,
Selle ; lovelle esperenza .

>:

2010-07-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

i want to cry , i want to die , i want to emo .

Maybe even after you left ,
i won't die .
But yes ,
i'll feel th hurt & th pain you inflicted in me .

Yes ,
it can be left aside .
But when th pain is remembered ,
i will still feel th exact much pain when you turn your back on me .

I regret ,
very much .
I hope i could turn back in time .

But no ,
i can't .

Iloveyou ,
but do you ?

I fcuking regret .

My sisters & brothers are there for me ,
but they can't replace you in my heart .

I want to throw my heart away ,
haiszxc .

i like th wrong person again . Haiszxc . >:

Seriously , i'm done with love and crushes .
Go be nun lahh , best . <:

With loves ,
>:

Yawnzxc ,

2010-07-25T01:40:00.002+08:00

Went to bugis street with my maid today after tht go eat at th cc near my house .
After tht went home , change then meet kelston .
He mama keep poke me ,
but it was somewht fun ,
thanks for caring for me when i was feeling scare . <:

Hmm , after tht met my mama , liam , sis & jk go bedok block 85 eat . <:
Actually i kumpua hungry then go there machiam eat 1 bite then dw alrdy , >:

Nowadays see food very disgusted .
Wtf . >:

Like illness like tht . Wthhhhhh . >:

Hmmm , then now talk on th phone with panda !

Kayzxc , done crapping .

To passerby :
Thankew , your words encouraged me .
Hope we can be friends .
<:
You rawkkk . xD

With loves ,
selle esperenza lovelle . <:

2010-07-22T18:05:00.002+08:00

Yawnzxc ,
my heartaches .
Dk why . (:

Wenjun ; xiaozai ; tten

officially became my best friend !
Wee . <:

Last long with jasmine .
Your best friend here gives you her blessings ! (:
Yawnzxc , later going out find jacy .

Yay . <: Jacy wan sui ! Lala .
She came in my school as an ex student . Funny ttm <: Kayzxc , crap finish le .

With loves ,
selle loves you ttm . <:

2010-07-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

Sianzxc ,
few days ago went drinking ,
few days ago went to meet jacy , huisian & xinyi ,
few days ago go CIP ,
few days ago rot in school .

Yawnzxc .
Kum pua sianzxc .
Low profile become so big . Zzz . x_x
Maybe tomorrow meeting Jacy .

Aye ,
your taiji is your taiji .
Don't pohh my name , thankew .

Fcuk siols .

Thanks j , you helped alot .
But idw to see you hurt either . (:
I know you care ,
i care too . <:
So please please take care ahh .
Meet up soon . ^~^

2010-07-16T23:09:00.001+08:00

Have you ever been angry or sad , to the point where you just break down at home , in your room ?

Your parents don’t know because you keep the tears to yourself , and you cry silently .

Your friends don’t know because you talk as if you’re fine and dandy behind the computer screen .

Well you’re not fine and dandy , and you know it .

No one really knows how you feel , and they have their own lives to deal with , so you don’t bother telling them .

You bottle it up , and store it with all of the other problems or troubles , forever to be kept deep within .

This is exactly how i feel . :/

2010-07-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

Idw you to give me freedom ,
i want you to tie me down .
Neither do i want you to feel alone ,
cause i , of all people know how it feels .

Idw you to think tht idw to reply you nor answer your calls .
Just now when you called ,
i answered .

& you straight away hanged up .
Is it my imagination or did it really happened ?

Idw to lose you like how i let go of th others ,
can't you see ,
i'm holding on so tightly ?

I'm afraid .
Of losing you ,
making you think i'm over protective ,
not giving you enough security .

I'm a useless girl , seriously :/
But i'm trying my best to change ,
really .

I just need you to trust me .

Please . >:

x_x

2010-07-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

So many people were there for me ,
thankew lots .

But idk why this few days still so shag , x-x
my life is still upside down bahh .
I'm totally screwed up .

xdd :
want to text you but ,
idk whether i should , afterall we drifted .
Hais , missed th times . >:

Hmmm ,
i really feel like dying luhh lahhh .
Wht th fcuk is wrong with my life .
Zzz ._.

I'm becoming like some ultra mega emo freak .
I feel like i've drifted apart from th close close friends i have .
Now its seems like i'm alone .
Just like sec 1 .

Maybe i should change back to my usual self , x_x

Cheryl miss conf-ing with you .
>:

Yawnzxc ,
x_x

I want to stick to th old ones ,
but they have already let go .
I want to let go & forget ,
but it ain't tht easy .
Haiszxc . >:
SCREWED -'-

2010-07-14T16:12:00.002+08:00

Lols , thanks isa for cheering me up . <:

Hmm , just reach home .
Walk-ed home with elya ,
saw dog wong number 2 .

Now fcuking dulan ._.

Hey , ziyi ,
want settle come tamp uhh .

Keep at my taqqboard argue also no use .
Want settle , faster come lahh .

& you sure you bohh say my family ?
You stm sibo ?
Or you just plain dumb .

You bohh play still want act big with me .
If you dare ,
bring parang down tamp .
I wait ,
number : 81862148 .

Feel free to call .
^~^

& don't pui taiji with my friends ,
you kp me then come settle with me .

& who give you th rights to scold my friend ?
Zzz ._.
No lan jia0 sibo ?

Want scold , scold my family then scold until my friend there .
You very big mehh ?
Think you who siols .

& your english sibei tok gong .
Want talk , talk properly .
Talk some fcuking alien language like i understand ?

Pohh date , time .

Don't talk c0ck in taqqboard no use lahh hurr . ^^

2010-07-12T23:31:00.004+08:00

Ziyi , you fucking dog .
You gan my family i bohh say anyt ,
now you kpkb my friends .

Your head got problem sibo .
Go check doctor lahh hurr .
Zzz ._.
& even if i hong , you huanlo so much for wht ?
Like i'll hong you like tht .
Please lahh hurr ,
look into th mirror before you say anyt .
Seriously lahh ,
you want attention come my blog for fcuk ?
Want attention ,
go changi strip naked lahh .
All th guys confirm attracted to you one .

Arhhbohh ,
you not happy come down lahh .
Keep ask me go amk ?
I kumpua free mehh ?

Entertain you this dog .

You this fcuk cb lanjia0 ,
if you think you kp my friends ,
can get off with it ,
not so easy lahh hurr .

Knnb .

Everyone got limit one .
You just step across mine .

2010-07-12T23:28:00.001+08:00

Whats wrong with me ,
i'm missing alot of people tht i lost this year .
Zzz ._.

Wtf ,
why can't just let go siols .
Argh ,
FML lahh , seriously .

Angry ttm , -'- .

Hmm <:

2010-07-12T00:15:00.002+08:00

Wtf ,
pangsehh-ed Candy ; airen today ,
i'm sorry . D:

Suppose to drink with her de ,
sorry uhh babezxc .

You sad tht time can't pei you . >:
Sorry .

I promise i'll be there .
Today i really can't ,
sorry . D:

Hmmm ,
hardly look at my phone nowadays x_x
Lazy reply sms ?
Hmm ,
Yawnzxc .

2 more days going out with kor ^~^ .
Suppose to be alone on tht day but kor want pei me .
Hahzxc ,
nice ttm <: .
Thankew .

Just now sleep so much ,
now can't sleep . >:

Hmmm ,
nowadays cough until sibei jialat .
Zzz ,
flu can use 4 box of tissue .
Wtf . x_x

I feel f-ing bad ,
pangsehh-ed airen today ,
pangsehh-ed yuni yesterday .

Very sorry . D:
I'm ultra sorry . >:

Ugh ,
i'm so screwed this few days .
x_x
Now crapping shyt outta my mouth .
Zzz , ._.
FML .

Sorry to those i've pangsehh-ed .
Ultra Mega Sorry . >:

2 more days ;
3am today ; wake Cheryl up . <:

<:

2010-07-09T14:01:00.002+08:00

Some entertainment for you people .
Hmm ,
now got one keyboard warrior in facebook and my blog siols . <:
Funny ttm . <:

He pcb , bohh lanjia0 only know how to bark in website .
I don't bother deleting those comments ,
its for entertainment purpose .
So feel free to read it . <:

& i also happen to know th Guest in my taqqboard and c0ckman is th same person . <:

really bohh ji ttm <:
Want scold people only can scold in com ,
can't come out talk de .
This kind of guy ,
oops ! ,
nope ,
not even a guy .
Cause "it" got no lanjia0 nor cb . <:

this kind of creature ,
shouldn't even exist . <:
Burden ttm <:

& look into th mirror before you say anyt .
You think by commenting about me ,
will make you look any better or look any heroic ?
Nope ,
sadly to say ,
it will only give an impression tht you're just another keyboard warrior ,
trying to gain people's attention . <:

Childish ttm also . (:
You can spam all you want ,
i won't entertain . <:
Cause i don't want to talk to crappish people who only turns to his fist .
If you really dare ,
why not come down and whack me ?

If you don't dare ,
bohh lanjia0 right ?
Then don't talk so much ,
live your life properly to its fullest .

You're just wasting your time .

With loves ,
selle .

D:

2010-07-08T17:32:00.002+08:00

Sad sad sad ,
how .. D:

I'm counting down to 6 more days . >:
When th happy moment , and th unhappy moments started ..
Hmmm ,
going to pasir ris park alone on tht day .
I'm not going to laugh nor giggle ,
i'm just going to cry everything out on tht day .

I thought i could let go ,
but i guess my heart is still in pain cause of wht happened .

I dreamt about you today ,
we patch-ed back .
You were at my house eating dinner happily with me ,
i was still going out with you after i bathe ,
but after tht you became damn sad ,
& i woke up .
Just because you frowned ,
i actually tear-ed .
I didn't want to see you frown ,
nor see you sad at all . :/
It just breaks my heart . D:

I was fcuking happy until i woke up . >:
I slapped myself hard ,
telling myself tht we couldn't & we will not .
Hahzxc ,
dream is just another fantasy . <:

I tried killing myself again . Fun yet i didn't feel any pain ,
compared to th heart ,
this pain doesn't count as much huh . :/

I still kept your picture in my comp ,
idk why .
I tried deleting and yet ,
th com said , " Cannot delete file : cannot read from source . "
I couldn't even move it away from my desktop . x_x
So it's there .
Just like th pain you left in my heart . D:

Never gone . :/

I just miss you so much . x_x
Its been so long , so so so long .
Even after so long ,
everytime after i break up i'll tell myself ,
"He is still th best .."
Whts with tht . x_x

Why can't you just get out of my mind and heart ! D:

I'm so fcuking pissed !
I shouldn't have even trusted you !
I shouldn't have given you so many chances !
I shouldn't have fetched you to and fro from school !
I shouldn't have hugged you !
I shouldn't have done anyt !
I shouldn't even have loved you .. >:
Your messages ,
are still in my phone ,
th anniversary date never erased ,
your hurtful memories still kept in my mind and heart .

You're just th first person who let me know wht is love ,
& th first person who let me experience so much pain .

You're first for everything ,
i loved you whole heartedly ,
wht about you ?..
Its all fake ..

My friend asked ,
"Wht would you do if you saw him again ?"

I replied ,
"Kill him ."

Thts not wht i had in mind ..
My real answer is ,
" Hug him , and whisper to him : As long as you're happy , you know i'm here . I'm waiting .. "

Everything is just not right , anymore . D:
Ever since you left ,
tht emptyness has always been there ,
tht insecurity has never left ,
my heart was never found .

Haiszxc ,
how tragic . ._.

Is like , i'm dead yet still living like a normal person .
1st december , 12.01am , 2009 .

My heart stopped beating .

Promises ,
broken .

Hmmm ,
mourning over this now might not help x_x

But i can't help myself .
I'm such an ass .
Haiszxc ._.

Why am i silly enough to wait for you .

Hai <:

2010-07-08T00:39:00.002+08:00

Today no mood ttm >:
Stayed at home cause sick .

Now so many things happen .
Then at night people kpkb , zzz ._.

Zy ;
you don't so childish lahh hurr .
You bueysong just don't contact me lahh .
& fcuk off my life ,
i don't need a dog as a friend .
And grow up ?
Everything want bring people down . Zzz .
If got lanjia0 ,
you come down one on one with me lahh .
Zzz ._.
Dog .

Xiaodidi ;
i tried to pull you away from her ,
but i failed at every attempt ,
i'm sorry .
Your heart still belongs to her ,
so please don't try to take mine away .
Idw you to pinky swear or wht ,
i just want you to get things straight ,
find out who your heart wants and tell me .
Idw you to get all confused and getting yourself hurt in th end its not worth it .
& after you know th answer ,
tell me <:
We'll decide by then .
& you don't have to be my 1314 kor ,
1314 , no such thing .
I found out today uhh .
Everythings a fake ,
love is just another lie to cover up pain .
But thanks for everything ,
i just want your answer . :B

Yeah , got stabbed so many times today .
Thanks panda papa & jonathan for being there for me .
I know now ,
i have got to forget him . <:
I'll try not to contact him ,
& eventually i'll learn to give up .
I remember chicken wing once said ,
"If you don't hurt them , they will eventually hurt you ."
I know you're not wanting me to hurt them ,
you just want me to be cautious ,
cause falling in love is really unbearable .
But i can't stop myself from falling in love with th wrong person everytime .
Dingling told me ,
"If you can't find your Mr Right , be a Mrs Right ."
Hmm , i think shes right .
I think i'll just wait .
Even if its going to be long ,
i will , (:
Thanks for all th advices ,
it really helped .
Now ,
i'm done with "love" .
(:

This world is so painful ,
why not bring me to another place ?
(:

Dedication . <:

2010-07-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

See , tht is my PANDA PAPA .
Hes there whenever i'm sad and happy .
Hahzxc ,
thankew for arguing with me , & entertaining me .
Sick tht time must rest ,
Afternoon tht time must study ,
At night must sleep .
Don't everytime burn midnight oil ,
no good de .
And you don't have to pei me chat on th phone when i can't sleep .
I want to have a good night's rest .
Plus your exams is around th corner .
Study hard lahhhh ~
Don't keep go out ahhh , and stop smoking .
Or not everyday only can smoke 2 sticks .
REMEMBER AH .
& thanks for wanting to listen to my problems ,
but i don't want to burden you liaozxc . (:
You pei me already very good .
& thts enough . <:

You on th phone entertaining me ,
hahzxc . Thankew thankew . <:
Papa th best .

With loves ,
Selle .

-'-

2010-07-01T18:09:00.002+08:00

Hmmm , today . Super happy .
Thanks to jingying , huiwen , isabelle & charmaine . ;luv .

But got some fcuking cb dog spoil my day .
Not gonna name her .

Hey dog ,
you want talk bad about me ,
don't hide behind my back and talk bad about me .
Want talk right ?
Come tamp lahh . Arhhbohh i go your school find you also can .
L _ _ _ right ?
I still remember how go there .
Cb , anyt i help you settle now you want pui taiji with me .
Come one on one with me lahhh .

Knn , fcuking dog .
Want play sibo ?
Come infront of me and play lahh .

Still talk to me like nothing happen ?
I huanlo arhh ? -'-
You argue with other people , your fcuking problem .
Cb .
You watch out ,
one day i confirm bring parang down play with you .
This kind of bitch .
People should have bullied you more ,
can't blame them either .
You call other people bitch but have you ever thought of yourself ?
Now i look back ,
they were fcuking right to bully you .

People bully you cause you dog right .
Never think one . Zzz .
Reflect on yourself lahh hurr .
Talk about you also hot already .
If you ever talk bad about me again ,
you cb dog .
I confirm go down one .
You lucky someone guarding you even though you don't treat tht person well ,
tht person treat you so good ,
you just throw tht person away .
You fcuking cb dog .
You shouldn't even have existed .
Just bring pain , hurt , misery & is a burden to others lahh hurrr .
Cb .
Fcuk .

Not happy come down .
Poh date , time & place .
I anytime free to settle lahh hurr .

-'-

You know who you are ,
i don't have to name you .
So don't try to embarass yourself more .
I'll be waiting ^~^

Hmmm .

2010-06-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

Ohhmygawdd uh ,
i smell like smoke everywhere i go ._.

Hmmm , mum cooked something ,
fell asleep while cooking & now i smell like cig .
Zzz ._.
My whole house smells like cig too . >:
Haiszxc ,
shag uhh .
But thanks raf & wen for cheering me up . <:

To th sister i used to know ,
We both changed ,
i text-ed you a super long message & you promise you'll change .
Thts impossible already .
You're no longer th elya i use to know .
Now , you're just another stranger .

Where is tht girl ,
tht use to tell me black & red/green mixture rocks ?
who loves her malay noodles with lots of chilli ?
who always scolds me loudly when i add alot of chilli ?
who plays th "no vulgar" game with me ?
who calls me first whenever shes troubled ?
who likes to drink pink dolphin ?
who is an ahlian who is acting as a nerd ?
who loves mary th cat ?
who loves elmo & cookie monster ?
who always screams when there is a lizard or cockroach ?
who knows th difference whenever i'm upset or not ?
th girl i open up to th first day i stepped into st hildas secondary ?
th girl who never shunned me away when i was a nerd in sec 1 ?
th girl who never ever ever , forget me .
Where is th elya i use to know ? D':

To th old elya ;
i miss you ,
i really do .
But i can't seem to find you anywhere .
Wow , i'm tearing .
Idk whether its my fault ,
for not hanging out with you ,
for not keeping you closely to me .
I apologise .
But now you're gone .
Haiszxc ,
i really want you back .
I sound like some lesbian but yeah , you used to be my girlf .
You promised , i promised .
Tht we'll never ever ever stop this sister-ship .
But look ,
its all gone now . :/
Th past 2 years ,
all gone .
Shag uhhh , really shag .
Theres nothing i can do ,
nothing i can say ,
nothing but cry .
Such an idiot .
Idw to say bye so soon .
But i guess ,
promises are really meant to be broken . :/

Thanks for those past 2 years of sister-ship .
Remember A.E.I.G.H ?
Its broken up .
Gone uhhh . x_x

I thought , it'll still be you , me , isabelle , huiwen , yuni & jingying .
But now you're gone .
i blame myself bahhzxc .
Hahzxc ,
take care . (:
I'll always remember all th happy times we've spent .
Hahzxc , i have never once forgotten .
Th laughs and tears we use to shed for each other .

I'll definitely miss you ,
byeee . :/

With loves ,
selle .

Hai <:

2010-06-28T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hmm , today first day of school .
Shag x_x

Miss Loy already shoot me once , wtf ?
First day nia . Zzz ._.

Now got a mountain full of homework .
But i'm about to fall asleep any minute .

Wow , skipped lunch & breakfast .
After school ,
went to simei with Huiwen .
Waited for ruiyong for about 12.45pm - 4.23pm ?!
Wow .
I thought you should have been th guy waiting for th girls .

Cause ruiyong needed to repair his phone and needed accompany .
& when he reached tamp at around 3 to 3plus .
He forgot to bring th phone he was suppose to repair .
WTF ?!

Laughs .
xD

Then he went home to get it and cabbed to simei .
Hahzxc , waste money .

After tht we walked back to tamp 1 ,
shopped awhile to look for someone's birthday present .
But couldn't find any cause ruiyong was so picky yet indecisive .
Me & Huiwen almost fainted for giving him suggestion on presents . x_x

After tht sent ruiyong to 31 bus stop ,
me & huiwen walked home .
Wow , my leg super jialat .

Never eat plus never sleep equals to weak .
I was super weak uhhh .. x_x
Walk walk halfway , leg wobble like siao .

Huiwen sent me home ,
like everytime . Zzz .
HUIWEN UHH !
you don't have to send me home everytime y'know .
You sleep early kayzxc .
From today onwards i'll do my best to be th one sending you home .
(:

Hmmm , now leg got one ultra big blister machiam like swollen .
I think swollen ? Thts wht my dad said .
Hmmm , cool aye . xD

Kayzxc , done crapping .
Now currently listening to , Pixie Lott , cry me out .
& smsing galvin th xiao di di ! (:

Super tired ..
But i promise Galvin th xiao di di ,
to pei him chat so let me make some coffee !
Weeeeeee ~

Galvin th xiao di di ,
you better don't ask me sleep .
I promise i'll pei you means i will .
I want to keep up to tht promise ,
please kayzxc ? (:
Shall wait for you to get homeeeee ,
& you ahhh .
Xiao di di ,
cannot always stay out until so late then always don't go home .
I tell you ahhh ~ ,
cannot kayzxc ?!
Xiao di di must guai guai stay at home .
Don't worry uhh ,
got moth right ? xD
Your jiejie help you shoo th moth away ,
your jiejie will protect you de lahh .
So don't worry kayzxc ? (:

With loves ,
selle .

Eeyeer , headache ttm >: , stomache ttm >: , leg pain ttm >: , eye pain ttm >: .
Arghhhh . x_x

Zzz .

2010-06-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

Fcuked up .
Not going to sleep early to do homework today .

Knnb .
I do homework , you want me go com do things ,
I play com you want me do homework .
WHATS YOUR PROBLEM ?
You expect so many things from me lah ,
whtever i do you also not happy sibo .
Not happy take me out from school lah ,
kick me out of th house lahh .
Don't everytime after argue then come beg me like dog .
You older then me lehh . Knn .
When i'm a bad girl , you scold me .
When i'm a good girl , you still scold me .
Might as well die right ?
I don't even seem to have any respect from anyone of you .

I hate this damn fcuking bullshyt family .
Is not even a family lah .
Its just a place for resting and getting nagged & whacked at everyday .

Cb , don't even know i'm tearing can .
Zzz ._.

Arghhh ,
today went to pasir ris park with huiwen with my HEAVY guitar ._.
After tht chat on th phone with someone and i tear-ed at pasir ris park x_x
Wow , nice x_x
After tht i called th xiao di di & he cheered me up ^^ , thankew .
Bohh mood , haiszxc .
Then never eat x_x
Now stomache cause got gastric .

Haiszxc .
Just leave me alone x_x
Now my life seems meaningless .
Wht more do you all want from me ?
Or not i die lahh ,
each of you choose arm , leg , body or head lahh . Zzz ._.

Just seriously fcuk off .

Reply taqqs ?

Spen : SMS me la...and it seems u find ur lover le and just SMS me
Selle : You hate me wht ? Wht for i sms . Zzz . x_x

XiaoL : FTW = fcuk the world =D
XiaoL : oi Spen can stop fan sell anot u hate her she hurt u den fcuk off la mai tok so much here leh words oni mai tok c0ck leh knn i diam veri long liao hor
XiaoL : u zhi dong la hor don tok rubbish liki hate u or wat so ever all rubbish la hor zzzz
Selle : Kor relax uhh , don't bother scolding him . Just wasting your precious saliva ^~^

Hai hai .

2010-06-27T04:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm , now its 4.31am . & i'm on th phone with GALVIN th XIAODIDI .
& th xiao di di should be asleep la ! :X
Hmmm , xiao di di ahh ,
thankew for being there with me when i'm feel down , happy & angry .

& you evil evil evil boy ,
sleep early uhhh .
School starting liaozxc ._.
Never even do homework , tsk tsk . >:

LOLS , & you funny ttm <:
Watch annoying orange can laugh so much .
Cute die you uhhh . <:

& i'm glad i've met you ,
you're one of those tht i'm going to cherish even if it takes away my life .
& i'm glad you're happy ,
and i'm glad you're not thinking of those sad sad stuffs <:
Good good , very good !

Stay this way kayzxc . (:
Remember your this da jie jie always here you know .

Even if th whole world ignores you ,
i will never ignore or nor leave you alone by yourself .

Remember i'm always by your side when you need me .

With loves ,
Selle . (:

Reply taqqs ?

XiaoL : i dw :X emo FTW!!!
Selle : Don't siao lahh ! Emo not FTW ! ;sob

Kalchun : Tagged too . Yup . Hope you're fine
Selle : Yeah , i'm fine . In th end we still drifted uhhh . <:

Mmky : hellos , (: , shhh it must still be in low profile cause we are currently bonding once agn , (:
Selle : Yeah yeah , & i'm glad we are . (:

Spen : delete la wat r u waiting for???? u know u hurt my heart, and i wan u to get away from my precious heart and i really hate u
Spen : DELETE IT
Selle : Even if you hate me , i can't do anything right ? I didn't want to stay in your heart , do you think i really would want to bring pain to you ? You also never do anyt wrong to me . & if you really hate tht blog so much & it really pains your heart to see it , just don't go to th blog anymore . & in th first place is who broke whose heart ? I do admit i'm at fault . But can you say tht you're not at fault at all ? & if you really really hate me so much , don't come to my blog and spam all this crap . I'm getting an eye sore just by looking at it . ^~^ thanks , it will be better for both of us after all . & if you're unhappy at wht i'm saying , don't post a tag . Call me , we can talk nicely .

Yes , this is a dedication . :D

2010-06-26T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hai , this is a guy called ladybug lao ah ma . (:
Yes yes ! Another nickname is NEHNEH .
When it rains , you don't see the sun , but it's there .
Hope we can be like that .
We don't always see each other ,
but we will always be there for each other .
They say as long as at least one person cares for you ,
life isn't a waste .
So when things go terribly wrong ,
and u feel like giving up , please remember u still got me .
I'll lend you my shoulder for you to cry on ,
my ears to listen to , my hand for you to hold ,
my feet to walk with you ,
but I can't lend you my heart cause it already belongs to you .

When the time comes I can't smile anymore ,
don't worry about me , I know what to do .
I'll just stare at one corner and think of you .
No one else could make me happy like the way you do .
No matter how sad , no matter how sick ,
I feel better just thinking of you .
But i'm happier each time i send you a message cause i know i'll be disturbing you . (:
You are the reason why I have sleepless nights .
You are the reason why I tend to hold my pillow tight .
It's you that I'm thinking when I lay down at night .
And you are the reason I can't sleep without saying goodnight .

Everynight , i'll text a night message .
Every morning , i'll give you a morning call .
Thts a promise ,
if you think i'm just saying those to make you happy or something ,
you're wrong (:
I'll do it .
Hahzxc . (:

Remember , i'm here . <:

With loves ,
Selle .

Hai .

2010-06-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

Yes people , hai <:
Here to post some pictures for CHERYL TAN <:

see th couple ;
~MESMERIZED
~MESMERlZED
nice right ? (:

okay , shall dedicate a post to some one .

I'm not in a very good mood la la la . D:

2010-06-24T21:46:00.003+08:00

Wtf Wtf Wtf , school starting soon .
Zzz .
Kumpua sian la .
Homework do half way thrown aside .
Seriously no mood for anyt . Haiszxc . D:

Cried yesterday night ,
thanks Cheryl & Galvin & Shawn for cheering me up . <:

Cried this afternoon upon receiving a very upsetting text .

But its all over now .

To Galvin :

Hai kor <:
Shuai ttm canns . xD

Don't be confused alrights ?
Remember i'm here .
& if you ever feel sad ,
you know i'm here right ? .
Sad , happy , angry , we promise to share it together . <:
You're my 1314 kor .
I'll never forget tht ,
& i hope you won't forget , i'm your 1314 mei alrights ?
When you're sad ,
i'll be tht person who is going to wipe those tears & pat your head .
When you're angry ,
i'll be tht punching bag and tht dummy for you to scold & bite .
When you're happy ,
i'll double your happiness . <:

Remember , i'm just 8 numbers away ! Hahzxc .
& kor ,
take care of yourself kayzxc .
Don't be a xiao di di already uhh .
Suppose to be my kor de leys !
But end up like my di di hurrrrrrr . <:

& don't ever let tht girl hurt you again .
Seriously uhhh ,
she doesn't cherish you ,
she doesn't appreciate you ,
she doesn't take care of you ,
maybe you'll be mad when i say all this ,
but i'm sorry .
I have too ,
as a mei i need to wake you up .

Maybe it will take time to let go ,
but remember your friends are always there for you .
I am too .

I'll definitely help you kayzxc .
When i say i'm always here ,
i meant it kayzxc ?

With loves ,
selle . <:

Replyy taqqs ?

Spen : Don't like that leh
Spen : Aiya up to u la delete jiu delete lor!!
Selle : Okay ^^

XiaoL : lol i kiddin de so serious:X anw mai sad liao la smile lik tis =D
Selle : Okay lahh , i'll try . You also kay ? (:

JINGYINGGG : babyyyy, school startingggg!!!
Selle : i know >: , why ? can't wait to see your laopo huhh ?! xD

& listen to this song , rocks ttm <:

Hmmm .

2010-06-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to emo songs ,
& sms-ing loads of people .

Haiszxc ,
today heard more more more things . >:

Really shattered my heart to dk how many parts ..

Chloe ,
ty for today and tht hug . <:
It really made me happy .
Thankew my chiobu . Love you 1314 . :3

Huiwen ,
ty for accompanying me , <:
i think currently you're th only one knowing how i feel .
Thankew babezxczxc . Love you <:

Listening to ;
Thailand songs & Malay songs <:

Thailand ;;
Prik thai - Ruk sam sao (Love Triangle)
Prik thai - Tong Luem Hai Dai Phu Chai Khon Ni (I Have To Be Able To Forget This Guy)
Prik thai - Thi Rak ( Sweetheart )

Malay ;;
Republik - Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu (Only You Know)

Love this songs ttm <:
Haiszxc ,
feeling super emo now .
Please don't piss me off . :/

Crying my heart out now . :/

Reply taqqs ?

Spen : Sms me..
Selle : Uhhh . ? :O

Spen : Currently miss you le.
Selle : Ahh ? Why .

Spen : Never post our blog de ):
Selle : Th blog is dead somewht like th relationship we have now .

Spen : Must post our blog.okays? And SMS me
Selle : Isn't it better not to text ? & delete th blog ? ..
We have both been getting hurt so deeply ,
i think until now i can still feel tht pain .
Idw tht pain to continue anymore uhhh .
So its better if we don't contact or something kayzxc ?
I'm not tht good nor am i worth your time .
There are so many people better ttm uhhh .
Stay happy spen . Don't look back anymore . :/

XiaoL : gt lo xiao L logic n u PS me so many time leh still dare say u my mei bomb me make me nev slp ==
Selle : Ahhhh , sorry . D: . I didn't mean to pangseh you de . Sorry . D:

Hmmm .

2010-06-23T03:05:00.002+08:00

Now its .. 3.06am . :B

Bored ttm <:

Today went out with mama & my maid .
Spend hundreds & hundreds worth of clothes & make-up .
Thanks mum <:
Love you ttm ! x;

Hmmm ,
now my kor ( Galvin ) is not home ,
irritating ttm ! >:
So late still go out .
Hate you la la la ~ ._.
Ignoring you for th rest of selle's life .

To tht robot :
Hai hai <:
You wanted low profile so here it is ! (:
Hmm ,
ty for being there whenever i cried .
You really cheered me up ,
& just hearing your voice ,
made my day .
Ty , no matter wht happens you've got me too alright ?
& i'm sorry for all tht troubles brought to you .
I know i've made you feel troubled & upset ,
& i know after reading this you're going to say i didn't or its okay .
But to me its not okay ,
i would never want you hurt nor upset .
So please ,
if you're ever upset or hurt ,
come to me . I hope i'll be th first one & th last person who is cheering you up . <:
Remember ? " Go toilet just say la "
Hahzxc , cute ttm <:
Those memories will never be forgotten !

With loves ,
selle . (:

Currently sms-ing tht irritating ttm guy ( Galvin ) & Deryl .
At th same time listening to Yiruma , River Flows In You . <:

Love tht song ttm . <:

Kayzxc uhh .

Reply taqqs ! <:

Mmky : hellos hellos , :> tagged
Selle : Hai ! <:

XiaoL : dw leh i don lik direct
Selle : No such thing , just direct uhh . I your mei leyszxc . (:

Spen : Then how to commuicate with u? So r we stilll??
Selle : Hmmm , dk :/

Xiao ****roach : xiao qi gui
Selle : Wtf lahh , say enough already a not .

x_x

2010-06-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

Bored ttm . >:
Today did nothing but i finally had greentea after so many days .
Ohmyygawddd , it made my day .
Weeeeeeee . <:

Today pokemon-ed th whole day .
Lame ttm >< .
But fun ttm <:
Kayzxc , i'm done blabbering .

With loves ,
selle selle . [L] gans & BFFs 1314 3344 .

Reply taqqs ?

charmaine! : Hello selle ^^
Selle : Hai char <:

Rafael : tagged ^^
Selle : Thankew , & i didn't know you knew my blog . :O

XiaoL : taggy mei!!
Selle : you ask alot of things about me from my friend hurr ~ , i'm fine uhh . Anyt come ask me kayzxc ? (:

Spen : Believe me la,we are not over and I type wrongly and is we are over arguement ,this means that is too over argue
Selle : Its over , everything is over , maybe you find tht i'm harsh but i'm sorry . Its th past .
We should look back , smile & move on with our life .

Spen : Trust me I am not going to lose u,I swear
Selle : I'm sorry , i'm leaving on my own accord .

Spen : And my prepaid low that y can't sms u back and I am sorry
Selle : you don't have to text anymore . (:

Spen : I am sorry very sorry forgive me
Selle : You were never wrong so whts with th sorries uhh ? (:
Hahzxc , live life to th fullest spen . & byeee .

._.

2010-06-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hai . >:

Haiszxc ,
nowadays damn screwed . x_x

crying over spilled milk ?
- crying over ended relations .

Can't close my eyes ?
- crying causing my insomnia .

Saying random stuffs ?
- " Haiszxc-ing " all th time .

I'm done lahhh .

I cry until sibei jialat .
Just because of _ _ _ _ _ i had 4 nightmares tht end up filled with wet pillows .

Thankew matt , kuangxiang , galvin , candy , cheryl , jonathan .
For cheering me up and accompanying me until like 6 - 8 plus am in th morning .

Thankew thankew .
Love you 1314 . :B

Haiszxc ,
since its over i shouldn't think about it right ?
I'm gonna take you out of my mind .
I'm sorry ,
tht i feel hurt for you ,
cried for you ,
felt guilty for you ,
had insomnia because of you .

Now tht its over ,
its time you got out of my heart & my mind .

So i'm going to say bye with a big smile on my face .

BYEEE :B .
& aren't you glad ?
This portion was for you :3 ,
ain't you glad ?
Until now still got post for you .
Wahah , :B

& this shall be my fcuking last one . <:

Ohhhhmyyyyyygawdddddddddd . :O

2010-06-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

Yawnzxc ,
today went out shopping with jingying . (:

& watched karate kid ,
she damn cute cannns ,
th pain part then scream .

Hahzxc . (:

Then after tht ,
chatted on th phone with yl .
yl ,
tyvm <:

Cheryl Tan ! ,
i finally know your full name liao .
Wahah :B

& yeah ,
changed blogskin cause th old one suckkkkked .

& haoren ,
cheer up uhh .
People have their ups & downs .
Life is a roller coaster ,
now you're currently down slope .
But after sometime it'll be back to normal alright ?
Don't think too much ,
focus on other more important stuffs .

If it really affects you ,
just ring me up <:

With loves ,
selle . [L] gans & my yi shen yi shi sisters & brothers ` //

FML >:

2010-06-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

hmmm ,
i've decided to create a new blog just for k _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
Then post on tht blog every single day about him .

I won't give up neither do i want too .
You're my 1314 precious diamond & i won't let you go .

No matter wht it takes i'll make sure you reply my text , wahah :B

Even if you told me you hate me ,
or " get out of my life " , i won't .

Maybe at first it'll be kinda depressing when you don't reply but ,
if i have a positive attitude i'm sure i'll get you back .

Muahahahh :B
Hey diamondy , i'll do my best .

With loves ,
Selle . ^^

Screwed .

2010-06-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

FML >:

Currently listening to those songs tht makes me tear ,
hugging tht warm jacket tht is keeping me warm ,
blaming myself for everything tht has happened .
I'M SCREWED .

My heart hurts ,
and i'm crying , wow . x_x

Each different colours represents a different person .

K ;
I'm sorry for everything tht has happened today ,
i didn't mean to run away .
Now , we're going our seperate ways already .
Really hope you'll be happy ,
i'm not a good friend ,
i'm not a good gan ,
i'm not a good girlf ,
i'm not a good person .

its better if we go our seperate ways .
Stay happy always kayzxc .
Wow i'm still texting you and i'm tearing at th same time .

Those tears just can't stop huh ? .. x_x
I can't bear to go seperate ways ,
but i think we have too huh ?
Haiszxc , i'll try my best .
& you have never disturbed me ,
in fact you were always there when i needed you ,
and i'm not .
I didn't keep to my promise ,
i've let you down .
I'm sorry .
I'll still view your blog once in a while ,
because idw to forget you .

" There is a million reasons for you to leave me ,
but even if there is one reason for you to stay .
I'll do everything whatever it takes to turn this around .
I know whts at stake ,
I know i've let you down ,
& if you give me a chance ,
believe tht i can change ,
i'll keep us together no matter what it takes . "

You're th best thing i never knew i needed .
Now its all too late ,
i'm glad you came into my life .

You revived my laughters and smiles .
I'll never ever ever ever forget a wonderful person like you .
I'll miss you , D: .
i really hope you'll stay .

J ;
I found out th truth ,
i'm sorry , super sorry .
I want to apologise but i can't think of wht ways ,
at first i didn't know why you were so pissed off .
& in fact i was angry ,
but when i found out th truth ,
i felt damn guilty ,
i couldn't sleep well thinking about ways to apologise .
But even if i apologise ,
i think you wouldn't trust me no more ,
& we wouldn't be so close either .
So if you ever talk bad about me , spread rumours or whtever ,
i wouldn't mind ,
cause this guilt is a whole life's penalty .
I'll carry this guilt for my whole life ,
all i could do now is this .

If you ever need me or just want to scold me ,
my door will always be open for you .
No matter wht happens ,
you're my 1314 sister .
I will never forget you ,
you're th best .

ZY ;
You have been there when i needed you .
I scolded you and you didn't mind .
Whenever i'm upset , angry ,
you'll always lend me th listening ear tht i need .
I'm really grateful for tht .
But i think we can never ever go back to th past anymore .
I don't deserve to love nor be loved .
Thank you , my friend .

Haiszxc , today like fucking troubled .
I walked back home from tuition .
Bedok to tamp .
It took me about 45 minutes then i slacked abit downstairs my house .
Hahzxc .
drink ? smoke ?
Sort of .
Haiszxc ,
i just want to be alone now .
I've got no reason to even be alife .

Haiszxc ,
FML . x_x

._.

2010-06-09T03:31:00.000+08:00

I'm still waiting ?
Am i or am i not . ?

Haiszxc , confused .
x_x

hai !

2010-06-08T02:14:00.002+08:00

(:
Went out with huiwen this few days .
Raf so quiet when we go out together . x_x

Okay uhh ,
Lazy post liao .

[L] my gans and BFFs . (:

2010-06-02T18:53:00.003+08:00

Long time no post le ,
abit lazy .

Yawnzxc .

Hmm , 31st May .

Went out with ,
Isabelle , Elya , Joey , Eddy , Ryan & Mohaid .

Went to play pool at hougang plaza .

After tht went to ehub .
After tht ,
elya , mohaid & ryan left .

So me , joey , isabelle & eddy .

Went to sit th circle line for fun .

Thn we went to dhoby ghaut .

& went to play th arcade there .
I went to press this basketball machine multiple time ,
& it actually restart th game again . Show you th credits in th machine .

It will auto jump back to 50 .
Wtf luhhh . Zzz ._.

Thn we play more than 10 games for free ._.

Hmmm . Thn after tht belle left .

Me , Joey & Eddy chat until 8.45pm .
& headed home (:

Today ,
audi with Cheryl ; toopid [L] . & Kalchun ; baby [L] .

fun siols . (:

Kayzxc ,
officially got 2 phone .
Yay ,
5800 & lollipop . (:

Happy siols .
thankew daddy .

Hmmm , going out with huiwen soon i guess ?
Damn sian luhh ,
i talking crap luhh .

Cause fcuking dulan .
At home nothing to do .
Arghhh .

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._.
Kayzxc ,
done venting my anger .

With loves ,
Selle selle .
[L] Gans & my 1314 BFFs .

hey , (:

2010-05-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

Dedication ;
To Bittergourd !

Muahaha ,
ty for being there when i needed you ,
& you're a great couple .

Will cherish you no matter wht .
must tc of yourself too kay ,

if you ever need me ,
you know i'm here (:

with loves ,
selle .

hello (:

2010-05-26T12:30:00.003+08:00

Reply taqqs ,
lol . Long time bohh reply le ,
ps .

CHERYL! : RAWR ! HAI (:
Selle : RAWR back ! (:

CHERYL~ : TAGGED (:
Selle : Thankew , (:

CHERYL~ : YOU STILL DARE SAY ! never chanqe my picture ):
Selle : th current picture so chio ! Nehh mind de lahhhhh (:

gaby : Hey selle
gaby : Omg crap i accidentally pressed enter o_o Ok. So long never tag / talk to you alrdyyyyyy. ): Anyways, heres your tag from me
Selle : Thankew (: , yeah luhh ! You bully lahh , change class thn bohh chat much . Kill you uhhh , rahhhhh ~

JINGYINGGG : DARLING, BABY SAD SAD. ):
Selle : WHT HAPPEN , D: Tell mummy . !

Huiwenn : jingying: what darling? baby?
Selle : Jy is my laogong , nicole is my baby . (:

jacy : eh chio bu..
Selle : i not chiobu lahhh , D:

XiaoL : mei~~~ tagg
Selle : Thankew kor kor ! (: , cheer up yeah . Don't always so emo , D:

爱xiaobao : TAGGED ❤
Selle : Hahzxc , thankew kor . (:

Kalchun : Tagged bi ;D
Selle : Thankew baby ! (:

Isabelle 이자벨 : HELLO ! LOL .
Selle : HELLO ! ;x

charmaine! : hello selle ! relink me ! [link]
Selle : kayzxc , i will (:

Holiday ,
yay (:

Shall go out , muahah .
Had a beef with my dad , D:
Haiszxc ,
sua luhh .

HUIWEN! JINGYING! YUNI! ELYA! ISABELLE!
When wanna go out together again huh~

We never ever go out in one group de luhhh .

Better do it in th holidays uhh ! (:

& ,
class outing is held on th 31st may ,
please turn up ,

with loveszxc ,
selle ; [L]

hey ^^v

2010-05-23T01:10:00.002+08:00

Am i gonna wait ?
Or am i gonna move on ?

You don't respond ,
neither do you care .

I needed you ,
I loved you ,
I wanted you ,
but you're gone .

I think of you all th time ,
but idk about you .

We're not contacting ,
& i'm just staring at my phone waiting .

Haiszxc ,
i think i should just give up .

This is going no where .

Ty ,
for those memories .

(:

Regards ,
Selle ; [L] Gans & Friends . (:

! :D

2010-05-16T23:33:00.001+08:00

I'll wait (:

Yay (:

2010-05-15T20:30:00.005+08:00

Today , ton with junjie kor , edison idiot & huiwen lovable (:

So fun ,
lets slowly say th whole story .

Yesterday ,
had my D&T exam ,
confirm flunk .
x_x

Thn saw elya walking towards junyuan sec tht direction ,
she go meet joey and eddy for badminton .

After tht ,
i walked home .

Changed and blahh ,
went out at 2plus to meet Jadon to take back my hair straightener (:

Thn after tht met huiwen at tampines 1 entrance .
Suppose to meet Roy (gan dear) ,
but abit shy shy .

Wahah (:
Thn in th end pangsehh-ed him ,
sorry x_x

After tht ,
me & huiwen go makan at swens .

Got zilian picture ,
wait wait (:

Rawr (:

Huiwen ! Lovable (:

After tht went to arcade,
basketball-ed (:

After tht saw joey , eddy , lucas , sathia , aaron walking around tamp mall .
Thn chat awhile .

After tht , bus-ed to east coast ,
69 ------------------Bedok .
196 ----------------- Marine Parade Library , next stop .
walked ------------- East coast .

After tht ,
we were suppose to find Roy ,
but he at bbq pit then bohh talk to us .

Thn sua ,
bused back home (:

Thn after tht ,
me and huiwen watched horror movie (:

Hmmm ,
after tht audi to find gans while she talked on th phone . (:

After tht i found this kor , junjie .

4am plus .
He call me ask me talk to him on phone .
Then i agreed .

He ask wo where i stayed ,
i told him tamp .

He tell me he now at tamp ,
ask me and huiwen to slack with him and his friend .

After tht ,
met them downstairs my house .

Walk to park there ,
thn slack slack .

Thn kor's friend keep gajiao us (:
Kena snap shot by us .
Hahzxc (:

Xiasuey siols he (:
Thn he go take my phone see wo de pictures .
._.

Arghhhh ,
thn me and huiwen take million pictures of him as payback (:

After tht ,
slack slack slack ,
pictures taken ~

Thn 8am plus ,
they came to my house (:

After tht ,
after my dad left for work ,
they all went into my room to slack (:

Kor fell asleep ,
thn he was making weird noise .
Fcuking funny luhh ! (:

Thn after tht Edison keep bully wo & huiwen .
Zzz .
Thn i go create one Facebook account for him (:
PLEASE ADD ,
im-anidiot@hotmail.com
Hahzxc ,
but i think he deleted . DDD:
Sua ,
then we "slept" together .
Thn we suppose to play one game de .
Whoever who takes handphone and wakes up first will lose .
In th end ,
me and huiwen wait for kor and edison sleep .

We sneak out ,
go talk in master bedroom .

HAHA !
Edison , in your face ~

Thn kor like oreo ,
keep eat th oreo .

After tht ,
around 5 plus ,
when we all awake ,
they left my house (:
Byezxc ;cry .

After tht 6 plus huiwen left , ;cry .

Then Cheryl called wo (:

So now chatting on phone with her , [L]

Fcuking tired ._.

Jonathan kor ,
RAWR is iloveyou in dinosaur language mehh ._.
Zzz .
No logic ! xD

Kay ,
i shall stop crapping luhhh ._.

[L] Huiwen , Junjie , Edison , Cheryl , Jonathan , Roy .

To ahem .
Hey ,
i'll wait no matter how long it takes . (:
iloveyou , rawr .
You can't stop me from loving you .

Rawr ._.

2010-05-15T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hello (:
Yawnzxc .

Now ton-ing with Huiwen at wo de house .

To someone ;
we have been gans for so long and just because of th small arguements we make ,
we're gonna break gan soon ?
You lied to me , zzz .
Can't you tell us you didn't wanna go out with us ?

You know how mad i was .
Zzz .
To actually thought i trusted you ,
i was wrong . Hais .

Maybe we're drifting ?
You use to be a very close sister of mine ,
but now ,
your just a friend .

Idk how to bring myself to trust you again nor treat you close .
There is a wall in between tht cannot be removed .

Haiszxc ,
bye . My sister .

To another somebody ;
iloveyou ,
i admit .
& i'll wait no matter how long it takes .

Until your probation end (:
Now ,
i'm just glad i still can pei you ,
& tht you're happy (:

Life story ;

Huiwen don't let wo sleep also . D:
Yawnzxc Yawnzxc .
Shall watch wei xiao pasta .

Kayzxc ,
byeee (:

With loves ,
Selle ; trying to cheer herself up (:

2010-05-06T13:43:00.003+08:00

I smell dead blog ._.

Hello (:
Long time bohh post liaozxc .

Bored DDD:
Now alone at home . Zzz .

& i'm in love with an idiot . (:

& i lost my korkor's number .
Sad die me ;cry

My phone sot sot liaozxc .

Want change phone !
Arghhhhhhh .

I dreamt tht i picked up an iphone and a 5800 phone yesterday .
Wah , heaven siols (:

Yeah ,
now watching mtv hits to see wht song can i download .
So bohh liao siols .
Zzz ..

Kayzxc ,
Done crapping .

With loves ,
Selle selle Esperenza Bsl Toh . `

& i love my 1314 sisters & 1314 brothers .
& ofcourse , my gans & baby [L]

2010-04-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Wah , now in com lab ,
with my baby jingying , yuni & felicia . (:

Stupid siols .
Now need do some survey ,
bored die me luhh hurr .

Thn th teacher kpkb .
Fcuk fcuk fcuk D:

Cheryl tan !
iloveyou babezxc !
& i haven't change yourpicture .
Muahaha (:

[L] J (: 1314

Hey !

2010-04-25T00:46:00.003+08:00

Watch 15 th movie .

Nice siols (:
Brotherly love ;cry

Xt text wo ,
shocked . Hahzxc .

Thn i called him thn we talked .

After tht ,
yeah .

;lala

Bored die me .
Today studied two hours ,
wow . Zzz .

Break my own record luhh .

Thn bryan kor say want meet up to study together , hahzxc .
& i owe darren kor a hug . ;x

JOLYN KOH !
Cheer up yeah ,
selle is always here .
Don't think about today .
Today is just a nightmare .
You can always turn your nightmare into a better dream .

You have tht choice ,
so make yourself happier kay ?

Don't look on th bad side ,
there is always a brighter and better one . (:
So smile more ,
don't cry no more .
Its th past now .

To someone (:

Hey ,
i admit .
I still got feelings for you .
But its over .
Over for a week now .
& we both gotta move on .
A mirror thts cracked ,
can not be fixed easily .
& wht more our mirror as been broken into a million pieces .

I have somewht given up already .

Forget me ,
let go of th past .
Keep moving forward .

Think of th future ,
you can have a bright future .
Its whether you want it or not .
You'll be my friend ,
always my friend .

I can be here for you 24/7 .
I can only give you this ,
nothing else .

Sorry ,
tc .
& please ,
say bye to our 20th .

Tc yeahhh , my friend .

Zzz .

2010-04-20T17:34:00.002+08:00

Arghhh D:

Sianzxc ,
confused .

I'm in love with you ,
yes .
I admit .
I'm starting too .

But idk whether your iloveyous are jokes or th truth .

We're not together and you told me you'll wait for me .

I was happy ,
until you ringed me up .

& i heard your sis saying tht your girlf say you want hong girls thn hong .

When i heard tht .
I bwg already .

So now wht ?
I'm th third party luhh ?

Thn i fcuk off .

I will stop loving you ;/

Now i'm just your gan baby ,
you baby here baby there ,
iloveyou here iloveyou there ,

it'll be a joke to me already .

Hahzxc .

Tc yeah . ;smil

(:

2010-04-17T14:49:00.002+08:00

Hey ! (:

I promise myself ,
i'm not going to hold on to th past any longer .

& i won't , so i deleted th blog ,
& deleted a person away from my memories .

Yeah ,
my blessing is back (:

Th one which i can forget within 3 days ,
at most 5 days .

& it really happened .

Now i'm focused on my BSL .

Maybe th song chen nuo will remind me of you .
But its just a song .

other thn tht ,
no more (:

So ,
bye 20th .

Giselle is going to be happy ,
no more negative-ness .
(:

Thanks Jolyn for cheering wo up & Dante (:

& Jolyn is going to stay over at my house ,
Yay (:

[L] .

._.

2010-04-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

Zzz ,
confused & fcuked up .

i bwq anymore ,
want give up luhh .

lucky got BSL ,
BSL huat ahh . (:

BSL , bueysonglai .
Creating blog ,
more info go there see :D

Angry day luhhh . -'-

2010-04-12T20:09:00.002+08:00

Pictures for one person . (:

After school , cab-ed to pasir ris .
Chat with people ,
thn start drawing this at burger king .

Then took bus 15 back ,
thn tear-ed in th bus cause of thinking of someone .

After tht , i went home ,
& got scolded terribly .

Now my papa ,
want me quit school cause i told him off .
But i told him off cause he talked about my friends ,
& he found out about my stead ,
so he was talking bad about him .

So i really , buey tahan .
I screamed back .

Only i can talk about my stead's bad ,
not you .
& please hurr ,
i never talk bad about my stead before ,
wht gives you th right to say him .
If not happy ,
kick me out of th house luhh ?

Kill me lahh ?
Talk so much . Zzz .

No matter how old you are ,
who are you to me ,
no matter wht ,
you don't respect me neither shall i respect you .

& you ask me whether i choose study or stead ,
i choose my stead .

I dont care if i fail ,
or become rubbish in th future .
Cause i know he'll be here for me .

If you want stop me from schooling ,
fine .

I'm fine with it .

Don't come back begging me to go back to school ,
like you always do .

You say you dw care le ,
if i quit school ,
i hang out until very late ,
smoke or wht you don't care .

I'm fine with it ,
really .

Its your choice anyway .
Zzz .

I should not say so much , waste my breath .

Yeah ,
baby .
Iloveyou (:

._.

2010-04-11T16:19:00.002+08:00

Updating again ,
Hmmm ,

to SOMEONE ;

Yeahhh ,
so at last , you still did it ,
you told me you wouldn't hurt me no more .

But you just did .
I give up ,
everything .

I suspected ,
but i didn't think it'll come true .
I'm done trusting you ,
i text you ,
last lonqq , & byee .

You should be happy nao .

Byeee , 20th & you .

to ; SWEETIE(wy)

Thankew , for being by my side .
Cheering me up .
You're not useless ,
nao , you're th only person i really trust .

Please don't go weak on me ,
Sweetie ,
don't think you're useless .
Even though i'm on th verge of giving up ,
at least you're here .

Thanks for th hugs , kisses & loves .
It really brighten my day .

I'll keep those memories ,
with me no matter wht .

Sweetie ty , iloveyou .

Hearts & Kisses ;
with loves ;
Selle .

You taught me how to love you , but you didn't teach me how to stop..

Zzz .

2010-04-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

Zzz , post cause cheryl ask me update .

Hmmm ,
today .
Nothing much happen .

Go for some stupid accupunture ,
thn th physician go electric shock th needles ,
freaking pain .

Zzz ,
thn i keep texting people to get th pain off my mind .

Cheryl !
Post luhhh ,
happy naozxc ? :D

Kayzxc ,
i go sleep liao .

Later late for school kena suspension .
Byeeezxc .

RC FCUK YOU ! -'-

LOLS ,

2010-04-07T19:57:00.002+08:00

Wow , i officially give up siols . Zzz .
Idk wht to do anymore kayzxc ,
i surrender .
Anything , up to you luhh .

Today ,
WOW ! Kena police case , clapzxc (:
FCUK LUHH RC !

Today school was damn fun ,
love ,

;Isabelle
;Jingying
;Charmaine
;Joey
;Eddy
;Joshua
;Melody
;Jace
;Nicole
;Ashley
;Joel Tan

3E rockzxc my world (:

Oh yeah . Today physics ,
all i could say is joel tan's butt damn nice . xD
(Inside jokezxczxczxc )

Oh yeahhh ,
th "balls" video too (:

Me , Melody , Joshua
drew something super sick .

If can , i put th picture tomorrow (:

After school ,
went to buy spray foam cans .

Thn bus-ed to Hougang 304 after school .

People who is in this scene ;
, Me
, Huiwen
, Ruiyong
, Dewei
, Weien
, Jolyn
& YU YUAN ! (:

Waited for Ruiyong & Dewei to come down from Ruiyong'zxc house to celebrate his birthday ,
3 plus ,
weien reach first .

Thn after tht saw dao Jolyn ,
thn scream her name .

Thn she chit chat with us .

After tht ,
Ruiyong and Dewei come luhhh .

Thn we pass him his birthday present .
& started spraying th foam all on him ,

after spraying ,
we aim weien & dewei .

They all zao D:

Thn weien left his bag and file on th chair .
So me , huiwen & jolyn took his D&T file which consist of 70% of his grades .

Wah ,
dw give him back .

Thn ruiyong , dewei went to th coffeeshop opposite th road to eat ,
dc weien . xD

After tht , weien keep coming close to me cause th file on my lap .
Thn i no choice keep spraying th foam .

Thn he take th foam from his body put on my face .

Wth ,
thn my face cover-ed with Foam .
Zzz .
No no ,
is my whole body .
He whtever foam me & huiwen spray he will put on me ,
thn my whole body full of foam . Zzz .
Thn i got 2 marker in my hand ,
thn th weien snatch th marker ,
thn keep dot me . D:
Bully die you !

Jolyn went home ,
cause she need celebrate her belated birthday with her friends .
Oh yah !
We spray on Jolyn too ,
cause we "owe" Jolyn ,
birthday present .

After tht ,
I drew on Ruiyong'zxc shirt & Huiwen drew on his face with eye liner .

Omg , look super girl .
Should wear dress and high heels (:

Thn i go write kick me ,
thn th yu yuan & dewei go kick .

Laugh die me . (:

Lols ,
after tht ,
th file still with me .

Thn ruiyong go home bath and change for his night school ,
thn dewei , yu yuan , me , huiwen and th poor weien downstairs .

He keep ask me whether he can have his file back ,
i say bu zhi dao , he bwq . xD

Cause last time i ask him any question he also bu zhi dao .
So now i yi ya huan ya ;DD

Oh yah ,
ruiyong & yuyuan so bad D:

Go pull down dewei'zxc pants ,
see dao his underwear . -'-

Thn after tht ,
me , huiwen , ruiyong & dewei bus to tamp ,
cause ruiyong school near tamp .
Thn dewei pei him ,
me and huiwen go home (:

Weien ( PIGGY GIRLF ) ;
YOU WATCH OUT !
I will take revenge ,
MUAHAHAHHHHH !
& i put 2 piece of paper in your file !
I bet you dk bahhhs .
Hahzxc ,
hope your teacher see !
:DDDD

Ruiyong ( BANANA GIRLF ) ;
Happy birthday !
OLD LIAO !
Btw ,
lets have a birthday bash soon yeahhh .
Hahzxc ,
you sure die de (:

Dewei ;
YOU !
Nxt time wear belt (:
Hahzxc ,
nxt time i help you luhhhhhhh . (:

Yuyuan ( Fishball ?! ) ;
Wth ,
first day talk so much to you ,
already so hot . Zzz .
But you resemble my very nice uncle ,
so i let you off .
Muahahh (:

Jolyn ;
2 words ,
CHIO BU ~ (:

Huiwen ;
Sorry ,
i will take all th blame .
Hope you don't worry kayzxc (:
Tc !
& lets bully ruiyong somemore .
Muahah (:

Love him or love him not ? ;x

D:

2010-04-03T18:54:00.002+08:00

Zzz , D:

Bored at home .
Com spoilt so can't update blog .

Now using dad's laptop .
Hehzxc (:

Kayzxc ,
went to a somewhere fun yesterday after shopping with huiwen'zxc .
(:

Went to some place with super nice songs blasted throughout th whole room .

Now downloading th songs (:

Yayzxc .

too weak for th stress .

4th day . [L]

2010-03-24T20:09:00.010+08:00

Sianzxc ,

my computer got problem , cannot use .

Haiszxc D:

Nehh mindd , i use father's laptop .

Tomorrow E-Learn , Zzz .

Nehh mindd ,

shall webcam with JingYing & Isabelle (:

Today after school ,

Me , JingYing , Isabelle , Charmaine , Eddy & Joey camwhore-d in class .

Hahzxc (:

Love die them . xD

Draw some pictures ,

Me , Char , Jy & Isa go spam th class whiteboard ,

super fun (:

Shall post th full pictures on Facebook (:

Jingying'zxc (:

We're one big FAMILY !
I agree (:

Lols , my suckish handwriting . Hahzxc . (:

Worst thn Joey'zxc .

Just joking .

Don't take it to heart ,

i just joking .

To MaoYuan ; XiaoTiger .

Wo ai ni ! (:

Tan Mao Yuan shi wo de ! (:

Selle'zxc . Rawr .

MaoYuan is mine !

Anyone steal him away i give 1000 tight slapzxc .

RAWR 'zxc .

Helloh .

2010-03-20T18:39:00.004+08:00

Wth , Zzz .

Bored die me .
Just watch-ed one of th traps in Saw 6 , disgusting . Zzz .

i <3 20/03/2010 , 1.32am . (:

Selle ; XT's . (:

Lols .

2010-03-19T19:18:00.002+08:00

Lols , hey people .

Wah ,
got some weird people come my blog taqq siols .
Zzz .
Really bo liao ,

To ;
Foad , Name & Siaoeh .

Lols ,
i ugly your business ?
i ugly don't need you comment ,
i state tampines so tht wuji people like you can come settle one on one with wo .

Ps ,
i don't like keyboard warriors .
& i want find gans is my problem ,
guan ni men se me shi ?

& i find gans at my this age you huanlo is it ?
Humji kia ,
only know how be keyboard warrior . Zzz .

Siao eh ;
& if you have alot of "Garnier Thing"
means you also have eye bag ?
I admit i have ,
So you same as me luhhh ?
Thn still kp me ?
And please look into th mirror first
before you come kp me lahhh .

I ask about love , your problem is it ?
I got ask you comment , no ?
If you really buay song or wht lanjiao ,
don't humji .
Come find wo lahh ,
poh your number , place & time .

Name ;
& i flirt you huanlo ?
I do wht ever things , you huanlo for wht ?
I know you care about me ,
but ps .
I don't expect care from people who don't even know their names lahh hurr .
So just fcuk off ?

& my friends will know whether i'm a true friend to them a not ,
don't need you come and judge . (:

Foad ;
Cool ,
your name rhymes with Toad ,
i shall call you toad bahhh ,
nicer . (:
I got think i pretty oh ?
I got flirt mahh ?
You which eye see dao de ?
You come tell me straight ,
face to face .
Don't need be keybaord warrior de .
Just poh your number , th time & place .
I anytime free de .

To th 3 idiots ,
don't be keyboard warrior le ,
GET A LIFE .

O_O

2010-03-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Wah , yesterday cry dao very jialat .
Zzz .

Thankew Cheryl & Quebec for cheering wo upzxc .
<3

Yeah ,
Now damn bored .

Today i teevee-ed for 6 hours plus .
Never stop .
Zzz .

Thn now com-ing until quite late bahhzxc .

Tomorrow meeting jolyn then go find Quebec again :D

Hope he can go ohhh .

He tell wo say he tired cause of work .
Thn dw go work tomorrow .

QUEBEC AHH ~
Bu yao lazy luhh .
If you really super tired de hua ,
this gan heichi/eeyeer ,
will help ni massage ,
no lahh , kai wan xiao :D

I will go there support ni then pei ni (:

Hahzxc ,
but ni tomorrow not going work D:

Hope ni go bahh ?
Or not i go jurong find ni .

Thn pei you there ?

But if ni going ni de friend's chalet ,
thn nehh mindd ,
i don't go find you D:

Or not like extra like tht .
Hahzxc ;DD

Kayzxc ,
i sign out le .

Byezxc . <3

[L] Cheryl , Quebec . (:

._.

2010-03-17T22:46:00.001+08:00

All i can say is ,
i'm sad & i'm sorry .

& its not th face tht hurts ,
its th heart .

Helloh (:

2010-03-16T23:41:00.001+08:00

See tht white wallet ,
si gan bully steal from me de .
Zzz . x_x
No is gan bai chi , i'm his gan hei chi .

Gan bai chi now playing with wo de phone .
Zzz . ;DD
Play dao no battery .
Wakaka . ;DD

Hah ,
gan bai chi move too late lahhh . (:
Still pai dao .
Muahahah !

Si bai chi !
Take my wallet dw give back ,
& he look like onew ,
damn omg . (:

Shocked dao . (:

Yeah ,
now jolyn at my house .
Sleepover , muahah (:

She so hyper ,
i doubt i can sleep .
Wakaka ;DD

She is reading this siols .
Then she EH me D:

EVIL RIGHT !
(:

Hahzxc ,
<3 Gan baichi / bully & jolyn :D

Mwuackzxc . (:

♥

2010-03-15T15:45:00.009+08:00

Lai lai i advertising my laogong , Kevin Seah , 谢震廷 ♥

Just now msn ,

i keep gajiao him with his own pictures i found on google (:

Oh yeah ,

he send me one song tht he sang .

Super nice siols .

I first time hear jitao addicted to it .

Hah ,

here are some pictures of him (:

See see , shuai right (:

He say look like girl . Zzz .

Where got ! xD

Hah , laogong cute only (:
Smile dao like tht . :D

Heh ! My favourite picture .

So cute (:

Laogong wear specs chao hao kan .

Laogong emo ahh ? D:

Bu yao emo ohh .

Laopo here , 24/7 for ni de . (:

Must smile kayzxc .

Ni smile laopo smile . :D

See laogong ,

so shuai .

Buyao fall in love with him ah ,

he is mine . Hah ,

selle selle's property . (:

Oh yeah ,

Laogong !

Thankew for pei-ing me on msn everytime when i'm upset or just simply bored .

Hah ,

i feel so honoured luhh ,

you put my name big big in your blog (:

Laogong ,

No matter how sick ,

No matter how sad ,

i know i'll feel better just by thinking of you (:

Heh ,

& if I have a reason for loving you ,

tht means i'm using my mind ,

but if i love you for no reason ,

thn i am using my heart ,

& tht is true love .

Hah , laogong ,

iloveyou (:

& laogong ,

Remember i asked ,

wht is love ?

You told me you dk .

I found th answer .

Love is not wht outside is seen ,

or how long you have known tht someone ,

but love is all about whts inside and how he/she sacrifices for you .

So next time if ni yao find nice nice de girl ,

must find with this conditions okay ? (:

& you must tc of yourself zhi dao ma .

Bu yao fall sick like wo .

So stupid ,

i make myself sick ,

Zzz .

Laogong ,

don't worry yeah .

Even though ni got girlf or wht .

As ni de gan laopo .

Wo hui hold ni de hand ,

be by your side ,

and walk through tht life long road with you .

Never letting go of your hand and holding it tight .

So ,

Laogong ,

if you're upset ,

or just wanna find someone to talk too ,

come find me kayzxc ?

With loves ,

Giselle . ♥

& i'm gonna cherish every moment i spent with you (:

ARGH .

2010-03-15T15:06:00.002+08:00

Wtf , damn pissed off .
No nice english songs to hear de .
Arghhhhh . D:

Nehh mindd ,
listen to my gan laogong sing better .
(:

Yeah ,
today bohh go out .

Totally no mood ,
Zzz .

No mood do anything ,
wtf .

Still sick ,
Zzz .
Xiasuey .

Kayzxc ,
go talk to my laogong on msn le ,
byezxc .

Kns ,
i wanna know who i like now .
i wanna know who i wanna be with .
I'm so fcuking confuse now -'-
Zzz ,
argh D:
Confuse dao i wanna fcuk myself upside down , inside out le lahh .
Zzz .

2010-03-15T02:33:00.001+08:00

reply taqqs .

CHERYL! ; toopid! be my qan ahlian better ~
Selle : Buyao . (:

crystaltoh ; ganstead? forget it la. LOL.
Selle : Zzz ? Already say gan mahh , jealous for fcuk .

Hellohs , (:

2010-03-14T18:08:00.002+08:00

Today stayed home .
Zzz ,
Sorry Jy , Sorry gan chiobu ! D:

Kayzxc ,
Audi-ed with Cheryl , my beloved gan toopid . (hearts ♥)

Then after tht find gans plus SMS&CONF partner :D

Then gan-ed with ;

Tinqqq ; Gan haoren .
Rebecca ; Gan random .
Xiu Wei ; Gan baby .

Then just now phone with My gan toopid , (hearts ♥)

Lols , she abit HIGH .
Thn later will phone with my gan baby and her :D

Oh yeah ,
My er zi Kevin & Benjin ,
officially become wo de ,
Gan Laogong & Stead :D

Hahzxc , happy (:

[L] my gans .

Lols ,
EH ! YEOW HUIWEN !
When you come back from camp hurr .
I bu xi guan you never text me or go out with me leys !
FASTER COME BACK AH !
Love die you :>

Oh yeah ,
yesterday piggy girlf talk to wo .
Zzz .
Really dk wht to say .
I never said i'll be your friend ,
i told you to ask hw ,
if she don't agree ,
neither will i .
& i'll never forget th hurt you place in her .
If she agrees ,
and you bastard us again .
I'll never ever ever forgive you ever ever again .

(:

2010-03-14T01:53:00.004+08:00

Hellohs (:
Nao talking on th phone with edwin ;DD

Just now go out with wo de GAN CHIOBU !
Cute only luhh she ,
keep hum-ing song :D

Had alot of fun with her .
Hahzxc .

Shall BOOK her more often .

Oh yeah ,
today .
CAB 6 TIMES !
JIALAT SIOLS .
I xiasuey only . Zzz .

At there jitao like some idiot wait for bus tht is never going to come cause pass th timing .
Then i had to cab home .
Zzz .

Then not long ago just reach home .
D:

I CAB TO CHLOE'S HOUSE > CAB TO FAREAST > CAB TO BUGIS > CAB TO BALESTIER
> CAB TO HOUGANG > CAB HOME .

Nice right ?
I got phobia liaos . ;diao

Happy die me lahh today .
Chloe keep make wo laugh :D
Yay ,
chiobu , iloveyou ! HAH ^_^

Today went to find guoxiang .
Keep calling wo purbor ,
then i keep scold him dog .

& bu yao wink lahh ,
like some chao chee ko pek .

Zzz .

& hurr ,
idw meet you at night liao .
Drink drink drink ,
then want me smoke and drink with you .
Zzz .
Kill me also dw .

Hahzxc ,
lazy to post le ,
Log off liao .

<3 gan chiobu , guoxiang , edwin (:

2010-03-13T03:07:00.001+08:00

Huhu ! :>

Hey yo all ! I'm not Giselle here !

Its her GanChioBu here !

helping her post some craps hoho x:

me.luv.her.ttm yea ! <3

12o31o1o22 ! Me will rmb this date !

Girl cheer up okay ?!

Change your msn nick to Happy Die Me ! Not Emo Die Me ! :D

lovesloves <3

Hope tmr can go out with you !

^^ if can happy.die.me eh !

Sorry peeps ! Kinda hyper for nothing hohoho

okay shall not fill Chiobu's blog with too much craps !

Lastly , th-Clique HUAT AH ! :D

Reply taqqs .

2010-03-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

Replying taqqs ,

Huiwenn : wah, bohh post por me ): and me no VIP seat one ):
:*for
Selle ; LOLS , now bohh mood . I tmr post kayzxc (:

Huiwenn : they have then wo mei you ): *emo*
Selle ; Bu yao emo D: I will dedicate to more people de .

Peiwen(L)Onew : AH! Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ! <3
Selle ; Hi back (: <3

cz : hellos jie tagged <3
Selle ; Thankew di <3

JINGYING <3 : i also no unique VIP seat. ):
Selle ; Have have , will post tomorrow .

JINGYING <3 : i love you giselle . :D
Selle ; Love you too (:

Done .

Zzz .

2010-03-12T19:02:00.002+08:00

Thought you were different ,
i told my friend you're an extinct-ed guy .

A guy tht needs to be cherish D:
& i did cherish ,
until today you broke my heart into a million pieces .
& i even scolded my friends for talking bad about you ,
i almost wanted to end th friendship .
But now ..

I swore to myself ,
i will never ever trust anyone with my heart anymore ..

I don't want it to be broken .
I had to fake a smile to my friend ,
I had to cry silently to myself while walking back home ,
I had to tell my friend tht my eyes is watery because i was tired ,
I had to be happy even though i know i'm sad ,
I am just damn tired of doing all tht .

I held my hopes so high .
Zzz ,
too high ,
i was just dreaming .
Its just another fucking fantasy .
Maybe this is a lesson to me .
Zzz ,
i'm starting to hate myself .

Heh ,
now i know fairytales are just some dumb tale to make people happy .

Take Cinderella for example ,
Cinderella went home after th ball ,
she didn't bother looking for th prince again .
She just waited for him .
& her prince came looking for her ,
isn't it abit concidence ?

Wtf ,
real life's not like tht .
Its damn different .
You have to suffer heartaches ,
to get wht you want .

Maybe i was wrong today ,
keep pangsehh you half way .
Zzz ,
but when you walk pass me ,
you walk like nobody's business .
You treat me as an invisible human being .
I almost tear-ed infront of my friend ,
i'm glad i didn't .

& i won't .
I will never ever ever shed a tear for another guy anymore .

Maybe i'll wait ,
i know i will .

But i know wht i want won't happen again .

Maybe i'll talk to you ,
i know i will .

But it wouldn't be as sweet as before ,
it would just be bitter & sour .

Maybe i'll say i love you ,
i know i will .

But i wouldn't be smiling when i say tht ,
just very sad when i say tht .

& i just know ,
i still love you .
Zzz . D:

Selle ; heart broken .
Trusted th wrong person .

Ellos .

2010-03-11T23:13:00.004+08:00

Hellohs , wah , people say i biased to Cheryl, ♥ & Tristan, ♥.
Okay okay , i'm gonna write about Kevin & Benjin , both wo de darlinqq erzi, ♥ (:

See this is my shuai shuai de KEVIN ERZI ! ♥
Mammie meet ni for only ..
2 days ago ,
but i feel like i know you for very long , heh .

Erzi , yao tc of yourself .
Must keep going different countries then keep singing .
Will fall sick easily so must tc kayzxc .
& you can tell this mammie anythingg .
Her listening ear will always be open for you de (:

Er yao zhao gu ni zi ji kay . :D
Find a good good girlf too .
& bu yao grow so tall ,
mammie jealous (:

Mammie so short .
Shorter then you & benjin .
Plus benjin haven't go through purberty ,
i as mammie ,
damn jialat siols .

Kay kay (:

With loves ,
Giselle, ♥

See this boy boy here ?
He is my naughty erzi , BENJIN ! ♥
though you naughty naughty de ,
Mammie still love you lahh .
& bu yao suan me & tristan le lahhh .
Everytime on th phone suan wo .

& bu yao grow taller le !
Later become giant .
Yeah ,
met you on 20th November ,
can say quite long le bahh .

Heh ,
got stead liao worhh ,
must tiongxim zhi dao mahh .
& if anything happens ,
be sure to tell / call wo first kay .
I'll from where ever i am rush go your there comfort you de .
Hahzxc .

Ni bu yao worry kay ,
as long as mammie is here ,
wo bu hui let anyone bully you & Kevin de . (:

& both of you have th same placing in my heart and mind .
& YES ,
GOT VIP SEAT ,
HAPPY ?

Hah (:
In my heart also have luhh .
I won't forget you 2 de .

With loves ,
Giselle, ♥