Posted on
Saturday, November 6, 2010

i think i've decided clearly to let go two of my most dearest friend .

To Sister number 1 :

We've been really close friends since sec 1 .

When i first came to th school i was a nerd ,

I didn't even know wht a condom was ,

but this pass three years ,

we've had our arguements , cold wars & of course , laughters .

We also shared our problems together ,

No one has a even more special place in my heart then you .

I know i'll regret this decision someday .

But this decision will bring you laughter in th future .

& I'm reading th book you wrote to me for my birthday during 2009 .

You finished it on 21st sep just before my birthday .

I was really touched ,

i tear-ed everytime i read it .

Because ,

it was your personal diary ,

& whenever i read it ,

it felt like you were always there .

Cheering me on ,

lifting me up .

But now when i read it ,

th tears just meant tht ,

i'll never be able to see you there anymore .

I know letting go of such a good friend is a dumb thing .

& normally after every arguement & fights we will be closer .

But even though we didn't argue this time ,

just th thought of me bringing an arguement between you & tht guy ,

i just ..

Didn't want it to happen again & again .

I just hope you'll tell him tht ,

i will & promise tht i'll stay away from you .

I won't harm you both no more .

Sorry .

To Sister number 2 :

I've always argued with you since sec 1 ,

i know i've hated you like forever & i thought i would .

But in th end ,

you became closer to me each second ,

you eventually became an important part of my life .

I even enjoyed every single moment & second spent with you .

I just can't forget .

But i think after this incident ,

i can only think of them ,

i can never multiply those memories anymore .

I will always remember ,

i always disturbed you in class but my sisterly love will still increase every moment .

& we always disturb Miss Lee & Miss Loy together .

& we randomly could text across th classroom when you're so close me .

But now ,

no matter how close ,

no matter how i wish you were here ,

no matter how much i want you to pat my shoulder telling me ,

" you've always got me " ,

will never happen again .

Because i broke your heart ,

because i was dumb to keep stabbing your heart time and time again .

But everytime ,

when i stab your heart .

I felt like mine was slowly being torn apart .

I hate this silly arguements ,

yes , you always said arguements make friends closer .

But like i've said ,

this arguement brought us to an ending .

I will never forget this feeling of having to let go of such a dear friend like you .

I will keep my distance ,

goodbye , sorry , thank you .

I just want them to be happy .

Other then tht , nothing else .

Just because of one guy ,

everything started .

Because of tht one guy ,

my friend's heart broke .

Because of tht one guy ,

i've lost two of my bestest friends .

I hate tht guy ,

really .

Like ttm .

But i'm done with this friendship & relationship mix up .

I'll be th first to give in ,

i'll give up .

I'm tired of him talking behind my back just because he is depressed .

I'm tired of arguing & worrying about losing both of this sisters .

I will never forget those times we smiled ,

th times we cried ,

th times we argued .

I will not go back to tht church ,

Since we're all from different class lets just not contact and stay away from each other .

Bye .

Posted on
Saturday, November 6, 2010

i think i've decided clearly to let go two of my most dearest friend .

To Sister number 1 :

We've been really close friends since sec 1 .

When i first came to th school i was a nerd ,

I didn't even know wht a condom was ,

but this pass three years ,

we've had our arguements , cold wars & of course , laughters .

We also shared our problems together ,

No one has a even more special place in my heart then you .

I know i'll regret this decision someday .

But this decision will bring you laughter in th future .

& I'm reading th book you wrote to me for my birthday during 2009 .

You finished it on 21st sep just before my birthday .

I was really touched ,

i tear-ed everytime i read it .

Because ,

it was your personal diary ,

& whenever i read it ,

it felt like you were always there .

Cheering me on ,

lifting me up .

But now when i read it ,

th tears just meant tht ,

i'll never be able to see you there anymore .

I know letting go of such a good friend is a dumb thing .

& normally after every arguement & fights we will be closer .

But even though we didn't argue this time ,

just th thought of me bringing an arguement between you & tht guy ,

i just ..

Didn't want it to happen again & again .

I just hope you'll tell him tht ,

i will & promise tht i'll stay away from you .

I won't harm you both no more .

Sorry .

To Sister number 2 :

I've always argued with you since sec 1 ,

i know i've hated you like forever & i thought i would .

But in th end ,

you became closer to me each second ,

you eventually became an important part of my life .

I even enjoyed every single moment & second spent with you .

I just can't forget .

But i think after this incident ,

i can only think of them ,

i can never multiply those memories anymore .

I will always remember ,

i always disturbed you in class but my sisterly love will still increase every moment .

& we always disturb Miss Lee & Miss Loy together .

& we randomly could text across th classroom when you're so close me .

But now ,

no matter how close ,

no matter how i wish you were here ,

no matter how much i want you to pat my shoulder telling me ,

" you've always got me " ,

will never happen again .

Because i broke your heart ,

because i was dumb to keep stabbing your heart time and time again .

But everytime ,

when i stab your heart .

I felt like mine was slowly being torn apart .

I hate this silly arguements ,

yes , you always said arguements make friends closer .

But like i've said ,

this arguement brought us to an ending .

I will never forget this feeling of having to let go of such a dear friend like you .

I will keep my distance ,

goodbye , sorry , thank you .

I just want them to be happy .

Other then tht , nothing else .

Just because of one guy ,

everything started .

Because of tht one guy ,

my friend's heart broke .

Because of tht one guy ,

i've lost two of my bestest friends .

I hate tht guy ,

really .

Like ttm .

But i'm done with this friendship & relationship mix up .

I'll be th first to give in ,

i'll give up .

I'm tired of him talking behind my back just because he is depressed .

I'm tired of arguing & worrying about losing both of this sisters .

I will never forget those times we smiled ,

th times we cried ,

th times we argued .

I will not go back to tht church ,

Since we're all from different class lets just not contact and stay away from each other .

Bye .

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