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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Screwed .

FML >:

Currently listening to those songs tht makes me tear ,
hugging tht warm jacket tht is keeping me warm ,
blaming myself for everything tht has happened .
I'M SCREWED .

My heart hurts ,
and i'm crying , wow . x_x

Each different colours represents a different person .

K ;
I'm sorry for everything tht has happened today ,
i didn't mean to run away .
Now , we're going our seperate ways already .
Really hope you'll be happy ,
i'm not a good friend ,
i'm not a good gan ,
i'm not a good girlf ,
i'm not a good person .

its better if we go our seperate ways .
Stay happy always kayzxc .
Wow i'm still texting you and i'm tearing at th same time .

Those tears just can't stop huh ? .. x_x
I can't bear to go seperate ways ,
but i think we have too huh ?
Haiszxc , i'll try my best .
& you have never disturbed me ,
in fact you were always there when i needed you ,
and i'm not .
I didn't keep to my promise ,
i've let you down .
I'm sorry .
I'll still view your blog once in a while ,
because idw to forget you .

" There is a million reasons for you to leave me ,
but even if there is one reason for you to stay .
I'll do everything whatever it takes to turn this around .
I know whts at stake ,
I know i've let you down ,
& if you give me a chance ,
believe tht i can change ,
i'll keep us together no matter what it takes . "

You're th best thing i never knew i needed .
Now its all too late ,
i'm glad you came into my life .

You revived my laughters and smiles .
I'll never ever ever ever forget a wonderful person like you .
I'll miss you , D: .
i really hope you'll stay .

J ;
I found out th truth ,
i'm sorry , super sorry .
I want to apologise but i can't think of wht ways ,
at first i didn't know why you were so pissed off .
& in fact i was angry ,
but when i found out th truth ,
i felt damn guilty ,
i couldn't sleep well thinking about ways to apologise .
But even if i apologise ,
i think you wouldn't trust me no more ,
& we wouldn't be so close either .
So if you ever talk bad about me , spread rumours or whtever ,
i wouldn't mind ,
cause this guilt is a whole life's penalty .
I'll carry this guilt for my whole life ,
all i could do now is this .

If you ever need me or just want to scold me ,
my door will always be open for you .
No matter wht happens ,
you're my 1314 sister .
I will never forget you ,
you're th best .

ZY ;
You have been there when i needed you .
I scolded you and you didn't mind .
Whenever i'm upset , angry ,
you'll always lend me th listening ear tht i need .
I'm really grateful for tht .
But i think we can never ever go back to th past anymore .
I don't deserve to love nor be loved .
Thank you , my friend .

Haiszxc , today like fucking troubled .
I walked back home from tuition .
Bedok to tamp .
It took me about 45 minutes then i slacked abit downstairs my house .
Hahzxc .
drink ? smoke ?
Sort of .
Haiszxc ,
i just want to be alone now .
I've got no reason to even be alife .

Haiszxc ,
FML . x_x