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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Hmmm .

Ohhmygawdd uh ,
i smell like smoke everywhere i go ._.

Hmmm , mum cooked something ,
fell asleep while cooking & now i smell like cig .
Zzz ._.
My whole house smells like cig too . >:
Haiszxc ,
shag uhh .
But thanks raf & wen for cheering me up . <:

To th sister i used to know ,
We both changed ,
i text-ed you a super long message & you promise you'll change .
Thts impossible already .
You're no longer th elya i use to know .
Now , you're just another stranger .

Where is tht girl ,
tht use to tell me black & red/green mixture rocks ?
who loves her malay noodles with lots of chilli ?
who always scolds me loudly when i add alot of chilli ?
who plays th "no vulgar" game with me ?
who calls me first whenever shes troubled ?
who likes to drink pink dolphin ?
who is an ahlian who is acting as a nerd ?
who loves mary th cat ?
who loves elmo & cookie monster ?
who always screams when there is a lizard or cockroach ?
who knows th difference whenever i'm upset or not ?
th girl i open up to th first day i stepped into st hildas secondary ?
th girl who never shunned me away when i was a nerd in sec 1 ?
th girl who never ever ever , forget me .
Where is th elya i use to know ? D':

To th old elya ;
i miss you ,
i really do .
But i can't seem to find you anywhere .
Wow , i'm tearing .
Idk whether its my fault ,
for not hanging out with you ,
for not keeping you closely to me .
I apologise .
But now you're gone .
Haiszxc ,
i really want you back .
I sound like some lesbian but yeah , you used to be my girlf .
You promised , i promised .
Tht we'll never ever ever stop this sister-ship .
But look ,
its all gone now . :/
Th past 2 years ,
all gone .
Shag uhhh , really shag .
Theres nothing i can do ,
nothing i can say ,
nothing but cry .
Such an idiot .
Idw to say bye so soon .
But i guess ,
promises are really meant to be broken . :/

Thanks for those past 2 years of sister-ship .
Remember A.E.I.G.H ?
Its broken up .
Gone uhhh . x_x

I thought , it'll still be you , me , isabelle , huiwen , yuni & jingying .
But now you're gone .
i blame myself bahhzxc .
Hahzxc ,
take care . (:
I'll always remember all th happy times we've spent .
Hahzxc , i have never once forgotten .
Th laughs and tears we use to shed for each other .

I'll definitely miss you ,
byeee . :/

With loves ,
selle .