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Friday, March 12, 2010

Zzz .

Thought you were different ,
i told my friend you're an extinct-ed guy .

A guy tht needs to be cherish D:
& i did cherish ,
until today you broke my heart into a million pieces .
& i even scolded my friends for talking bad about you ,
i almost wanted to end th friendship .
But now ..

I swore to myself ,
i will never ever trust anyone with my heart anymore ..

I don't want it to be broken .
I had to fake a smile to my friend ,
I had to cry silently to myself while walking back home ,
I had to tell my friend tht my eyes is watery because i was tired ,
I had to be happy even though i know i'm sad ,
I am just damn tired of doing all tht .

I held my hopes so high .
Zzz ,
too high ,
i was just dreaming .
Its just another fucking fantasy .
Maybe this is a lesson to me .
Zzz ,
i'm starting to hate myself .

Heh ,
now i know fairytales are just some dumb tale to make people happy .

Take Cinderella for example ,
Cinderella went home after th ball ,
she didn't bother looking for th prince again .
She just waited for him .
& her prince came looking for her ,
isn't it abit concidence ?

Wtf ,
real life's not like tht .
Its damn different .
You have to suffer heartaches ,
to get wht you want .

Maybe i was wrong today ,
keep pangsehh you half way .
Zzz ,
but when you walk pass me ,
you walk like nobody's business .
You treat me as an invisible human being .
I almost tear-ed infront of my friend ,
i'm glad i didn't .

& i won't .
I will never ever ever shed a tear for another guy anymore .

Maybe i'll wait ,
i know i will .

But i know wht i want won't happen again .

Maybe i'll talk to you ,
i know i will .

But it wouldn't be as sweet as before ,
it would just be bitter & sour .

Maybe i'll say i love you ,
i know i will .

But i wouldn't be smiling when i say tht ,
just very sad when i say tht .

& i just know ,
i still love you .
Zzz . D:

Selle ; heart broken .
Trusted th wrong person .