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Th names Selle . A typical fifteen living her life to th fullest . I'm just like any other , I talk , i play , i party crazily . Yes, i do smile stupidly at the computer when someone says something cute. & of course , i do love .


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Friday, December 4, 2009
Haiszxc . Where is my 5 days blessing ?
Trying to cheer myself up x_x

Cause yeah , everyone's asleep .

So can't talk on th phone .

Er zi , you say wanna compose song for me is real de uhh ? O_O

So touched xD

Ty er zi .

Wrote this yesterday .

Th 2nd day you left me ..

Hais ,
i miss you so much .

Nobody wants to listen to my problems .
Nobody is free to talk on th phone ..

Normally , during this timing , 8.38pm .
I'll be on th phone with you , using th com .

Talking about wht we'll name our baby in th future .

Arguing about who name it first .


Without you in my life .

Everything's so different .

Don't wanna sleep because ,
everytime when i sleep .

I'll dream of you leaving me ,
Remember everytime when we meet .

When you go home ,
Your back view ..

Is wht i always dream .

I'll end up crying .

Hais . D:

Every relationship i've been through ,
this is th most painful .

Th most unforgettable .

Th sweetest ..

When i had you ,
everything was so sweet .

Plain water tasted like honey .

Th bitterness of th medicine became even sweeter than honey .

But when i lost you ,
Honey water tasted like plain water .

Even th bitterness of th medicine became plain .


















Th food i tasted , no matter how delicious people may say ,
th taste is bland to me ..




















I really want you back .





























Have been praying to god ,
My prayer , " Even if you had to take away 50 years of my life ,
i just wanna be with him ."

Every single night , i'll pray this sentence .
Love can't be forced .






















But it can be nutured .
Its whether th person wants too a not .






















But i know you won't ,
cause you fell in love with another girl .




















Even if you dw to patch back with me ,
at least call me & tell me .
"Stay out of my life ."

Everytime i text you , you never reply .

I'll wait ..

Do you know how painful it is to wait for someone ,
when you know tht he's not gonna reply ?























Well , i do .

Almost committed suicide yesterday .

When i emo half - way ,
audrey called & er zi texted me .

And they woke me up .















I really need you in my life ,
I'm not tht strong like people say i am .

I have been weak from young ..

I really didn't want you to leave me .















But you said it was better for us .

Maybe for you ,
but not for me .

I never felt such pain before .

This is th worst ..

I'll really do anything to get you back ..

























Name it .
My life is yours .


From th day you called me , " My girlfriend " .























You're a scar tht will never be gone .

Even if it takes a million years ..


Used to think tht i cherish every moment with you .

But now i realised , i thought wrong .






















Despite so many heart - aches ,
i still want you back .

If you're willing to come back to me ..


I'll treat you a trillion times better ..

I promise you .

This is still how i feel but ,
you won't come back .

So yeah . x_x

At least i know my friends & my er zi are still with me .

Will put them infront of everything else .

Even if i had to give up my life for them .

Selle ; mending tht broken heart .