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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Nowadays , super sad .
x_x
Hais .

To ________ ;
So .. you chose her over me bahhh ?
You don't even love me anymore so wht is th point of being together ?

If i let you go ,
you'll have a chance with her .

Idk wht to do .
Sleepless nights , rotten hand , crying like mad .

Hais .
Ya , yesterday cried for 2 to 3 hours plus because of you .
Punch th wall to release th pain in my heart until it rot .
Can't sleep well , cause of you .
Idk wht to do anymore .

Idw to tell people anything , in case they get upset .

But when i don't say ,
i'll cry even more .

Hais ,
a few months back ,
you text-ed me this .

Text :

As long as you love me , i'll always be here for you .
I'll catch you when you fall cause i love you baby .
And i'll save you if saving you goes to heaven .
I can't stop thinking about you when you are not thinking about me .
I am willing to exchange my life for yours if you die .
I can't breathe when i see your message on th screen on my phone .
You're all i ever wanted and needed .
You're th best girl anyone can have .
I'll hug you when you're sad and lend you my shoulder whenever you want .
You're so amazing . You shine like th star .
I miss you more with each passing day .
Those days tht we've spent together on those passing streets .
Attached forever in my heart .
Couldn't you see tht i love you ?
Even more then anything else in this world .
I couldn't possibly breathe without you here .

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Hais , you told me this .
But is it true ? ..

Everytime i read this message , i'll cry .
Cause it all seem so fake .
I remember th first time when i read tht message .
I cried ..

Even though now ,
When i still read th message i'll cry .
But its totally different .

Th feeling is so different ..

You told me we can't be like last time .

I get it , you don't even wanna talk to me .
Don't wanna text me .
Don't even wanna go out with me .

I feel like i'm not even your friend .

When my friend told me you don't deserve me ,
i'll scream at them .

Because i'm th one who doesn't deserve you ..

Tht was wht i thought .

But now it changed ..

I just want us to go back to th times we were together .

I'm trying to find ways to get you back .
But in th end , i'm just losing you more .

Idw to text you ,
but i can't .

I really wanna hug you ..

Now even when my friends are upset ,
i'll cheer them up like nothing has happen .

But i know i can't do this for long .

Whats going through my mind nowadays ,
is to zi sha . x_x

If i really do ,
i really want you to know .

No matter how much i try to spike you ,
i still love you .

Even though you think i don't trust you ,
i do .

Even if i die ,
i'll always protect you .

i just can't stop loving you .
Take care .

FRIENDS ;
You all have been great ,
i love you all so much .
idw to leave you all .
But i guess i would .
Sorry drey , huiwen , elya , jingying & isabelle .
I didn't mean to break tht promise . (zisha)
but i just can't take it anymore .
This is th most painful experience i have and th last one .

(: