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Th names Selle . A typical fifteen living her life to th fullest . I'm just like any other , I talk , i play , i party crazily . Yes, i do smile stupidly at the computer when someone says something cute. & of course , i do love .

Telling me no

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Thursday, November 26, 2009

我很想哭，但是我不要我的朋友为了我而伤心。
我是不是很笨？
我现在很乱。

If i could rewrite my past i would , to stop our arguements .
& apologise first everytime we argue . But its too late ..

I'm sorry if i ever hurt you or make you cry .
I didn't mean it ..

Hais . D:

Listening to songs and paying attention to th lyrics .

Am i caught in between ? ..

Because of us arguing , i feel like idw to go back home , ton everynight .

Hais D:

Go smoke , drink & hang out with some random guy .

If i really go berserk one day , i'll do all tht .
Hais ..

IDK WHT TO DO LUHH . iloveyou but do you lovemeback ?
Are you willing to do anything for me ? ..
I bet your answer is no . Hais .

I wanna ask you to leave me alone , but i can't .

At least answer me ,
Is she more important to you then me ? ..

If yes .
i & u ..

It ain't tht hard . Just have to leave you alone .

I really want you to be happy .

Hais , i just can't fucking pretend nothing's happening .
I'm not tht kind of person .

You may say i'm dumb or wht , but at least ..

I know i'm not dumb to say iloveyou .
Cause i really do .

Just tht , i feel like .. You're letting me go .

Just now bus-ed back home , i was thinking .
Are you letting me go ?
Am i just another toy ?
Do you still love me th same ?

Maybe you'll find tht girls are so irritating ,
they want guys to say how much they love them ,
i need tht answer cause i need tht security and tht confirmation .
To lock and keep my heart with you ..

Don't y'know ?

Hais .
I'm afraid i'm letting go soon ..

Hais .

i still love you though . I just couldn't say all this to you directly .

Whenever i call you nothing comes out .

Hais .

Life story ;
Text er zi , he going to malaysia liaozxc . Worst x_x
Until sunday bahh ? ..

Then argued with him again .

Ty gan laogong , ty for pei-ing me .
<33s

Faking a smile to you on th phone but i'm just crying ..
You ain't talking , you dw to talk to me right ? ..
Everytime i cry , you'll know .

But its different now , hear you audi-ing .
Must be with your gan baby bahhh ,
Hais .
Iwannaleaveyoualone , but i can't do it .

Thanks for those memories ..

Selle ; heart-broken .