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Th names Selle . A typical fifteen living her life to th fullest . I'm just like any other , I talk , i play , i party crazily . Yes, i do smile stupidly at the computer when someone says something cute. & of course , i do love .

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Monday, October 19, 2009

Hurt . Deeply .

TIRED OF CRYING .
You're th one tht made me felt loved .

You used to make me smile ,
Make me laugh uncontrollably .
Make me feel like i'm th only one .
Make me feel ..

Loved .

But now i feel tht we're far apart .
Are we just friends or are we still together ?
Idk .
This is wht i said to you in msn .

Dk whether you're here . I know i'm a nuisance , and maybe you find it tiring tht i always cry or ignore you . But i cry cause i felt jealous and hurt tht , you ask me to play with your ex . I felt tht you were comparing us . & when haoming told you she was hacking , you just said cool ? I was really afraid tht i cried because i was afraid you were to patch back with her again . When she break with you , i know there is still feelings in your heart . & you broke up during june / july . And i just happen to stead with you during tht time . I really don't know when i stead with you , was your heart still with her ? I'm just so confuse . I seem to be comparing myself with her . Thts why i care so much about wht you say about her and often ask you about her . i wanna know wht you think because you don't seem to tell me anything about her .. Its like you're trying to hide . & when you hide , i feel very troubled and like i'm th third party . Just now you all playing tht time , i felt as if i were th third party . Am i ? i kept asking myself ..

You would just say , don't think like tht .
Or , iloveyou , i needyou . i don't want you to leave me .

This is all you will say .
I'm tired of hearing all this .

It just ain't gonna work anymore .

It feels like you're reading out from a script .
Are you ?

Hais .