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Tuesday, August 11, 2009










Sighs .
All my brain is telling me is that i wanna die , i wanna die .
This three words keep going through my mind .

So emo today .
I really wanna change the plaster -------> bandage -------> hospitalize .

Serious luhh . Sighs . Can't cheer up .

So stress .

Can't meet ,
Parents i mean my whole family suspect my friend .

Are they still my family ?
I really doubt .

Want suspect , come suspect me luhh .

So stress , i think gonna kena depression soon too .

Sian lahh .

Keep asking me cheer up .

Easier said then done leys .
I know i damn negative siols .

But thats what i can think of .

Wanna run to my friends but scare give them burden .

Wanna run to my family ?
THEY WERE THE ONE WHO STARTED THE PROBLEM .

Wanna tell people , not easy .

Its like people are asking me to choose between people .

Really damn stress .
Listening to AnJing again . & other damn emo songs .

Nothing to do , people scare i do silly things .
I seriously so tired of life & boredd ,
Tht i could kill myself for the sake of fun .

Ima not joking .

Things going through my mind ;

-I wanna die .

-Car please bang me .
-I wanna die .

-Can anyone help me .
-I wanna die .

-I wanna cry .
-I wanna die .

-There is something missing .
-I wanna die .

-I'm not lucky .
-I wanna die .

-I'm not fortunate .
-I wanna die .

-I want someone to beat me up .
-I wanna die .

-I wanna find my penknife .
-I wanna die .

-I want someone to understand me .
-I wanna die .

-I don't wanna get hurt .
-I wanna die .

-I don't wanna be stressed .
-I wanna die .

-Stop adding problems to my life .
-I wanna die .

-I wanna stop pretending .
-I wanna die .

always is i wanna die . D:

If i were to answer those questions as if it were a quiz , it would be .

Things going through my mind ;

-I wanna die .

-Car please bang me .
-I wanna die .

-Can anyone help me .
-I wanna kill myself .

-I wanna cry .
-Someone please comfort me .

-There is something missing .
-I need you .

-I'm not lucky .
-I hate my life .

-I'm not fortunate .
-I hate everything .

-I want someone to beat me up .
-I wanna wake up .

-I wanna find my penknife .
-I wanna emo .

-I want someone to understand me .
-I need that someone .

-I don't wanna get hurt .
-I don't wanna get stressed out anymore .

-I don't wanna be stressed .
-I can't handle anymore .

-Stop adding problems to my life .
-Or not i will really die .

-I wanna stop pretending .
-I'm so tired .

I really damn wanna say bye bye to this world siols .
But there is so so so so , toooooo many things i haven't do .
& i have to do them , i promise myself .
Sighs .