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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

DAMN CONFUSED. Sighs . Emo-ing .

CONFUSED .
Idk to blank XXX or not to .
I seem to be happy but sad most of the times .
I wanna give XXX happiness leys .
Sighs . Am i dumb ? .

Today was sports day . One of the most important day to me .
I ran for 100m . But lagged behind cause of my injured hip .
2 days before running ,
I was doing my class banner but went to buy food for friends ; with a friend .
In the end while crossing the road , i fell down at a rocky place .
I scrap my knees and injured my hip .
When i stood up , my eyes were blur , hearing was almost nothing to me .
Walking was somewhat impossible .
So my friend , Bessie she held me . And we walked together .
She held me despite so many things in her hands . (Thanks.)
When i went back to the void deck ,
Jing Ying ,
Isabelle ,
Bessie ,
& Audrey (who came later)
they helped me , asked me to rest . Just like me personal baby sitter(S) .
I really wanna thank them .
And i couldn't walk properly yesterday .
While playing with my friends , yesterday in class .
My hips were hurting like hell . But i have to bear the pain .
I just couldn't see my class sad or disappointed anymore .

And today , Sports day .
I ran , in the end halfway to the finishing line , my hips were HELL PAINFUL .
But i saw my class cheering me on . I'm really grateful to them .
But it was so painful that i cried . Then my friends sprayed some oilment on my hip .
It was supposely to be deep heat .
And guess what , It really is deep heat.
It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pain . & hot .
But after i somewhat recovered from the heat ,
I still cried cause I couldn't win anything for the class .
Useless uh . ;l
I really wanna apologise to the class . Sorry .
And i really wanna thank the people who were there for me & of course , my class .
After sports day , i went to the playground . We had fun .
Had to run with (not so much) pain .
But we still had lots of fun .
Thanks <3
And my friend sent me back . Thanks .
After i reached home , i turn on the com .
Hoping & Hoping to see H&K from XXX .
But instead i got some rude comments .
Idk what to do . I'm feeling super confused about my feelings and my injuries .
Sighs . I seriously wish someone could just kill me .
Sighs .